Whenever I pray to God for these types of answers, I always ask that God please not allow me to be deceived by the devil. I believe that is the very reason I never received a testimony of the BOM.
That is another way of saying that you didn’t want God to give you the answer that He wanted to give, but the answer that you wanted to hear. That is why you never received any. Let me remind you of another verse in the Bible:
James 1:
5 If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him.
6 But let him ask in faith,
nothing wavering. For he that
wavereth is like a wave of the sea driven with the wind and tossed.
7 For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.
8 A double minded man is unstable in all his ways.
Add to that, when I finally accepted the possibility that the BOM was not true, and realized I needed to search again to find God’s church, God literally whispered to my soul, not in an audible voice, but directly to my soul: “Go to the Catholic church”. The Catholic church was not even on my “radar”. It was the last place I would have thought to go.
I can quite believe that. It is possible for the devil to intervene, and answer instead of God; but that only happens when we approach God in the wrong way—when we “waver,” dilly dally, are hesitant and uncertain, and want to receive our own answer rather than God’s. As James said, “A double minded man is unstable in all his ways” and “let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord”. When we persistently approach God in the wrong way, He persistently refuses to answer. When God refuses to answer, the devil will.
You don’t have to answer this Zerinus, but did you ask God for this exact protection when you prayed to know about the BOM?
Two answers to that. First of all, I didn’t need to pray to God at all, to know if the Book of Mormon is true. When I read it, I knew instantly that it was true. The Spirit of the Lord bore witness to me that it was true. That is the promise that we have received from the Lord:
John 16:
13 Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
John 7:
17 If any man will do his will, he shall know of the doctrine, whether it be of God, or whether I speak of myself.
If your heart is in the right place, if you sincerely desire to know the truth, and not just what you want to hear, and if you approach God with confidence, without hesitation or “wavering,” but with sincerity of heart and in good faith, the truth will be made to you without you having to ask. Secondly, I refer you to all the scriptural passages I have quoted earlier (Luke 11:9-13; James 1:5-8; John 16:13; John 7:17). There is not one instance in any of them that says, or even implies, that one should first ask God’s protection from the wrong answer, before asking for His right answer. That is a sign of hesitation, double mindedness, wavering, and lack of good faith and genuine confidence in God to answer a prayer. As James said: “For let not that man think that he shall receive any thing of the Lord.”
You have asked me several questions, and I have answered them for you. Now I would like to ask you a question: During the time that you were a member of the LDS Church, how many times did you actually read the Book of Mormon all the way through, from the beginning to the end? I am interested to know your answer to that question.
Please don’t jump all over me. If you don’t want to answer, just don’t answer.
I am not sure what that is supposed to mean.
Thank you for your well wishes. Peace be with you.
You are very welcome.
zerinus