If you âfeel goodâ then you may not be as involved in the mass as you suspect. The torture and death of Christ are not feel-good acts. You should be crying - first out of sorrow, then out of joy, contemplating the resurrection. As to the homily, there are probably few that are truly memorable. Usually, it involves the last four things (death, judgment, heaven, hell) or something that sounds political - which is bound to enrage half the parishioners.
The homily is based on the readings, which you can receive via email daily from the
USCCB. If you are vision impaired, or just busy, you can click on audio readings.