You might want to give the NT another look. I can think of two instances where Jesus taught some disciples something (Peter on the Mt of transfiguration, for instance) and told them to not speak about it.
Because like I said, it’s not a secret. The mysteries of the temple are through revelation, not in the script. You can read everything that’s said and gestured in the Library of Congress. The true knowledge comes from seeking God’s spirit there and pondering the things we’ve seen and heard. We aren’t allowed to speak of it, because each person is supposed to seek the truth direct from God without intermediary.
I’m sorry if you think that’s sinister. I think it’s quite the opposite … it’s being respectful of others’ sacred and personal journey with Christ.
I’m assuming you’re referring to these:
Matthew 17:[9] And as they came down from the mountain, Jesus charged them, saying: Tell the vision to no man, till the Son of man be risen from the dead.
Matthew 9:[30] And their eyes were opened, and Jesus strictly charged them, saying, See that no man know this. [31] But they going out, spread his fame abroad in all that country.
The first one is obvious that they were not to share it until after He had risen from the dead. If everyone had heard about it before that time, the other Apostles might have tried harder to resist the soldiers when they came to arrest Jesus, and all been killed in the process. He did this so that everything could be fulfilled as it was meant to be. He knew that He could trust them not to share it with the others, especially Judas, until the time had come for them to share it with the rest of His followers.
In the second one, He is clearly speaking to the blind men that He had healed, but He certainly knew that they would not be able to hide the fact that they had been healed, and could now see. Not to mention the fact that He did it in front of other witnesses that wouldn’t hold their tongues, either. I think He might have actually wanted them to avoid telling certain people, but He also knew that they would have to tell some. If you’ll notice, they went out and found a dumb man that was possessed, and they brought him to Jesus to be healed, also.
Jesus never taught the Apostles or anyone else to keep anything that He taught them, secret. The only time there was any secrecy was when they were under the severe persecution of Rome and had to hide themselves in order for them to stay alive. When Jesus died on the Cross, the veil of the Holy of Holies in the Temple was rent asunder, because the Word of God (Jesus Christ) had now been revealed to the world and was no longer to be hidden from our gaze. We could now see God ‘face to face’, whereas before that time, no one could see Him as He really was except the High Priests, and (IIRC) even they diverted their eyes, away.
When Catholics want to commune with Jesus, we can go to the Church, kneel in front of the Tabernacle (or in front of the Monstrance during Adoration) to do it. We don’t feel the need to hide ourselves behind locked doors, where no one else is allowed to enter. Jesus is always there, waiting for us and calling us, in the Holy Eucharist that is always present, there in the Tabernacle. You could easily do it yourself, anytime you wanted to. Many local churches are always unlocked, so we can visit Him at any hour (night or day) that we might feel the need to have a heart-to-heart talk, in a more intimate way than by just praying at home. He came down from Heaven for us, sinners, so why would He hide Himself away and only allow ‘saints’ to visit Him?
