Ateista’s question is a good one: Why doesn’t God personally give evidence of his existence to those who do not believe in him, and then allow the unbeliever to believe?
The result of such a situation is that there would be no faith, as faith cannot be certain knowledge of a demonstrated conclusion (scientia).
*So your objection is not, I think, to the fact that faith means that God does not offer proof of himself to those who doubt him. The very concept of faith is what I would suppose frustrates you in that it does not offer “personal verification”. *
To validate what I am saying (and hopefully find out where your problem with faith & God’s existence lies) look at the following (from a paper I’ve written, which hopefully is clear):
Aquinas (II.II) tells us in Article 5 of Question 1 that those matters that are of faith cannot be certain knowledge of a demonstrated conclusion. Aquinas formulates the main objection as follows: “Those matters which are demonstrated are an object of science, since a “demonstration” is a syllogism that produces science. Now certain matters of faith have been demonstrated by the philosophers, …] such as the Existence of God. Therefore faith can be an object of science.”
Aquinas responds, “All science is derived from self-evident and therefore “seen” principles; wherefore all objects of science must be, in a fashion, seen. It is equally impossible for one and the same thing to be an object of science and of belief for the same person.”
Replying to the objection, Aquinas notes that that which can be proved by demonstration "are reckoned among the articles of faith, not because they are believed simply by all, but because they are a necessary presupposition to matters of faith, so that those who do not know them by demonstration must know them first of all by faith.”
In effect (to summarize), the personal verification which you request God grant to you erases both what faith is and the consequent reward of faith.
If your objection is as to (I think a separate question) why God doesn’t prove his existence even if it removes faith, let me know. I think I could help in addressing your objections.
To note, Jesus’ saying in Matthew 7:7 (and likewise)
“Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.” is subject to interpretation. Clearly, theists of every stripe recognize that not all or even most prayers to God are granted (e.g. “God let me win the lottery”).
To read such passages as “Jesus/God should be able to give anything to me I want” is to miss out on several key understandings on the nature of prayer.
Briefly:
- Every prayer is in the manner of a request per modum suffragium that God can reject for several reasons (your apparent good might not be that which is actually good for you, as your desire for something like winning the lottery might be rooted in greed, etc.).
- Sayings like Mthw. 7:7 are understood in that that which is given to you by God is for your teleological good in a larger sense, but not necessarily regarding your particular request.
- To say that God is subject to the demands of your prayer is a theologically untenable position as it presumes that the supplicant’s knowledge and root cause of his request is above God’s providence and omniscience.
You are right that the faculty of will in not sufficient to make oneself believe in something. Faith requires thinking with assent, and you can habituate yourself towards acts of faith but faith requires knowledge as well as will.
Again, it has been stated above (Q[2], AA[1],2) that to believe is an act of the intellect inasmuch as the will moves it to assent. And
this act proceeds from the will and the intellect, both of which have a natural aptitude to be perfected in this way.
Consequently, if the act of faith is to be perfect, there needs to be a habit in the will as well as in the intellect: even as there needs to be the habit of prudence in the reason, besides the habit of temperance in the concupiscible faculty, in order that the act of that faculty be perfect. **Now, to believe is immediately an act of the intellect, because the object of that act is “the true,” which pertains properly to the intellect. **Consequently faith, which is the proper principle of that act, must needs reside in the intellect.
A request for faith in God is neither asking you to abandon your reason nor perform a superhuman task of the will. It is a request to assent to a reality understood through the intellect.
I hope this helped.
–Greg