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Benadam
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That is such a good description of the inner life as viewed from a perspective of love and acceptance. Sounds like the Eucharistic Christ in you to me!:yup:Original sin is very Obviouse. Our Bible study has some really good discussions on it. I was once told by a Church of Christ freind that what we need to do with the LDS is talk about their sin. My reaction was why would I talk about theri sin? I would rather talk about mine.
It was not until I became Catholic that I began to see myself in a different light. It has been five years now of receiving the Eucharist. I am being transformed. When I used to do something good for another I used to take the credit for it without acknowledging God in this good deed. Rather innocently for the most part I would acknowledge it as my own good deed, thus the fallen nature in me. Now when I think about doing a good deed for another I know that it is God in me doing the prompting, getting this deed done for another. How do I know this? Because for the most part I do not want to do it. Before I would block these thoughts out and act as if I did not hear them or feel them. When others would tell me I was special I would believe them. And this would help me to do other good deeds. All that I had then to offer up to God was my pride, and he being God used it to do good for others. But now as a Catholic when I do a good deed for another I hear both God prompting me and my fallen nature. I have come to face this nature by the way of the Cross and realize that with out God, His Promptings and Christ I really am nothing at all. Before I would do good deeds for the acknowledgement, but not admitting this to my own self. It is a scary thing to come to grips with, but with Christ and His Church and the Sacraments it becomes secondary as it is understood well and left behind when possible for a mere human. You step through another door and thank God that this door is available. It is a much better place, with a much brighter outlook on everything that really matters in the end.
Now when I do a good deed I think not to much of myself in it, but thank God for giving me the choice to pass on His good works. If I start to think that I am special in this good work I block that out now and move on. At least I honestly try. All this makes so much sense when it comes to original sin, receiving the Eucharist, and contemplating the Cross of our Christ. Jesus set a very good example for us in the dessert and in the washing of His disciple’s feet. It is in the lowest places that we will look up and see Him. As it should be.