I think the Vatican is playing both sides.
Hi Ron,
At some point in a person’s spiritual journey one must understand that they have 2 ways to go.
- As a sage (such as the prophets, desert fathers, contemplatives, hermit, etc.)
- Or as part of a spiritual community
If the latter, you will conclude at some point, that you must have a spiritual master or director/advisor.
Are you familiar with the fact, that many saints memoirs refer to their constant prayer for a “confessor”.
Holy laity and priests alike don’t necessarily go to any priest for spiritual direction. It has to be a gift from God ( … finding a holy spiritual director than can truly help you holy )
So you may say “Vatican” in general terms … what does it mean?
You have to understand that the Church’s power is not the political or even social body of its constituents.
The actual Church is the “former” … it is Jesus Christ, His Sacrifice, His Saints and His Blessed Mother.
Now it seems, that you have chosen the way of the sage. The Bible is your guide. But I remind, that … that way, the way of a hermetical life wherein one does not surrender to a spiritual master directly (e.g religious vow), requires that you even renounce speculating about the bible.
You can take nothing with you when you go into the desert.
You can follow Jesus into the desert after the baptism of St. John the Baptist. That is, St. John is the personification of renunciation of the flesh, the world and its affairs. In this renunciation, you may enter into the waters of Baptism that cleanse you from your material desires.
Material desire exists in three aspects of your very being. When you fully hear and comprehend the words of Jesus
And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind, and with all thy strength:
you will understand that every nerve of your body must be surrendered to love the Lord in this capacity. You must love the Lord with “all thy mind”.
Your mind’s consciousness is threefold … “the waking state, the dream state, and the deep sleep state”
Will you allow yourself to be submersed into the waters of baptism so fully, that your dreams are of only of Jesus, that even in the silence of deep sleep, you are still conscious of total loving exchange with the Savior?
Is your heart’s love of Jesus so strong that it wells up like a fountain and silences your mind?
We do not need to “fix” the broken church. No one is great enough to fix all that is wrong in this world. They (the saints) are the Church. The Vatican is just a place. All scripture has come to man, either directly by God, but mostly by His saints (prophets).
When a saint speaks, it become scripture.
Our mind’s bible contemplations cannot take us fully to our desired goal … the goal of reaching and staying at the feet of the Blessed, Great and Glorious, Savior Jesus.
If we are not sages, … hermits in the desert, then our only chance to walk into the desert with Jesus and enter into Christ’s mystery of self sacrifice, is by His saints, and His communion.
The communion of saints is the CATHOLIC church. There is no other way to go, but by entering the vow of Jesus’ covenant. He presents Himself daily and offers Himself to you.
We must go with Him into the dry desert, and He will give the living water.
Your servant in Christ.