Serious question. People keep saying this like it’s a good thing. Could someone please explain why?
I’ve come to feel very uncomfortable lately and it’s had a very hurtful effect on my personal faith. As I’ve become “uncomfortable”, I feel father away from God and more doubt about the Church than I ever have before. Why is uncomfortable good?
When I first reverted back to Catholicism, my faith was very experience oriented. I had a profound experience of God and began to come back out of a sense of joy. All was very joyful and reassuring, which is fine- for a time.
I have found that whenever my comfort zone in the faith is challenged, pain results, and growth from that. And usually I find that I have not been truly following the Christian life, have not been listening to the Church, not accepting what is being proposed but rather imposing my own views first, cause they are comfortable and reassuring for me.
Contraception is one such issue.
Alms-giving is another big one where I put my own feelings about societal problems ahead of Church teaching.
Paying to Caesar what is due to him is another.
General obedience…I am comfortable obeying just so much.
In my experience, if I’m comfortable in the faith and feeling like I have answers to all the problems, I am needing God’s corrective action. And he always comes through in some way.
I attempt to always give the Church…my pastor, catechists, up to the Pope… the benefit of the doubt if I don’t understand something, cause my salvation depends on my being in communion with the Church. It is so simple but so hard to do.