The Strange case is the Atheist wants to believe
“Many” would be a Democracy of the pool of Atheists you know. But what about the minority of atheists, who could be summed up this way. Is there no inclusive part for them as to also be rendered the title that should Atheist impart to them?
But, here you refer to “want to know.” And, departing knowing from “believe” and/or worship.
Let’s take the specimen of believe. It could mean: trust. Like putting one’s faith and trust.
Suppose, you were a small young child. And your father says: “don’t cross the street with cars. For if you get hit, you will hurt, and possibly die! It’s dangerous.”
This warning is knowledge. As a child you could reason and say, to yourself in no articulate way I describe, but just the basis of the idea, saying to yourself: “Cars hit. I cold get killed. Or terribly hurt.”
As a child you would believe what your father is saying is true. And therefore have faith and trust in that he is telling the truth.
If the Atheist “knows” God exists. What stops him or her from believing? Or, maybe the Atheist has to have a “reason” to believe. Thus not just knowledge alone.
What is the reason to have faith, belief, and trust (even hope.) Thus, depicts the Strange Case of the Atheist to Believe.
He or she obviously wants reasons. Thus, they do want to believe. But there has to be a reason. Something that persuades them.
Okay, take it from me. As a guy. A girl must have a reason to marry this guy. Maybe it’s just for love. Or if she is like a princess. Who holds her own. She has respectability and dignity. To hold up to more than just falling in love. She must have reason to the man who proposes to her. To marry him. Thus, hopefully, she gained a lot of insight dating and courting him.
A smart girl would carefully look at him among her other suitors. In the sense like the royalty at a banquet hall.
This is how the Atheist observes. He or she wants something persuading that is well worth their thought, intelligence, and mind, will, act, and character. That does not lower their dignity as a human person, who nonetheless has free-will to decide.
But, in truth, the girl who observes her many suitors, does want someone among them to be well worth her will, mind, intelligence, and character to marry.
This is the Strange Case of the Atheist Believer.