Hello,
If you have taken communion outside of the Catholic church, as well as eucharist at a mass…
…would you say that you feel a difference?
My husband grew up Catholic and I’m asking him, if transubstantiation really happens, did you make a good trade? Trading Christ’s body for a symbol of it? He says he always thought that teaching was silly.
I know from personal experience that Jesus is happy to speak to me over grape juice and matzohs, no question. But… I don’t know if eucharist really brings people closer to Jesus. What has been your experience?
AlwaysAsking, I came from a religious tradition that uses water and Wonder bread. And then I was an atheist for a long time where I viewed all religious ritual, and whatever was believed about it, as just people believing whatever it was they wanted to believe.
When I first started going to Mass, that is how I believed communion to be. A bunch of Catholics lined up, I really had no idea what they believed about communion, but certainly I noticed that they were in a more worshipful state than I was ever taught, with water and Wonder bread.
It was beyond puzzling to me, to say the least.
As I studied Catholicism and what Catholics believed about the Eucharist, I was intrigued, but not convinced. I’d still sit there, nearly every Sunday, watching people, noticing the smell of wine as they came back to sit near me.
As I came to find faith in God, which I had none of, whatsoever, I would pray now and then in Adoration chapels. And my own feelings were that God there, physically present, was beyond profound. But my head was still struggling with the Real Presence. By the time I was baptized a Catholic, I trusted God, that He had led me to where I was supposed to be and that He and I would get it all worked out.
I read your question back when you posted it, but honestly, what I believe about the Eucharist I don’t know how to put into words. And I don’t know that “feels different” is the form of measurement that I would put to this. If I feel different, it is because I clearly know, and understand, that God is truly there, present with us in the Eucharist. When I am in an Adoration chapel, I often feel like I should just fall flat on my face and worship the One who offers Himself for us.
I never had such thoughts, or beliefs, or this absolute knowledge that I can’t deny, in the religion that I was raised. I never felt like I was worshipping. Remembering, yes, but remembering compared to the Eucharist? Light years apart.