i try to get to mass .5 hour early, to get my front row parking space and my front row seat; in which i sit directly in front of the tabernacle/ monstrance, which is on the left side of the sanctuary. our blessed mother mary, mother of God is @ the other side above the votive candles, and i begin with the rosary. then i go through the readings and the gospel of the day and try to reflect on them. then i’ll check out the bulletin and usualy mass will begin by that time. after communion @ this time i do an act of contrition, which i beleive i will continue to do until which time i will be able to receive communion again. i just receive a blessing as of now until i get my paper work together and get it to the tribunal. i just finaly got back to the church after approximately 33 years. if only i knew what i had at that time, but in all that time the LORD was with me and daily i would pray, and he heard me and he protected me and my family etc. etc, etc. so when you have to drive to and from atlanta to work daily; you’d better be a prayin’ all the way, and then at work i would many times stay in continuous prayer. we are always in need of the LORD, and he is there waiting for us every single moment of every single day. whether it be a good day or a bad day; he is waiting right there for us to acknowledge him. he wants our attention. he wants our love! and that’s all i’ve got to say! GOD BLESS AND KEEP YOU SAFE! joseph.