I use to be a man of faith. But seek to be a man of direct experience. While it possible to be a man of direct experience in spiritual based religions, such as Catholicism, Eastern Orthodox Christianity, traditional Sunni Islam, Buddhism, Hinduism etc, it is usually veiled in dogma.
When Christians have a spiritual experience, they experience trinity, angels and/or Christian saints, when Muslims have a spiritual experience, they experience God, the muhammadan light, angels and/or Muslim saints, etc etc. I am not saying their isn’t benefit in these experiences, sure there is benefit in these experience, and one can attain the heights of spiritual realities.
But the experience is subjective while in religion, thus relative truth. I’m interested in pure objective experience, or absolute truth. I want to know what is really happening.
I hate the attitude, if I am Christian, I experience God and if you are not Christian you experience the devil. Or if I am Muslim, I experience God and if you are not Muslim you experience the devil. I don’t want to live in that cycle of suffering, being judgmental in that way. If you don’t follow my path you are destined to hell.
** I don’t think God will send good people to hell. ** When I was Muslim, I had a problem with believing a person like Mother Teresa is going to hell and a person like Osama Bin Ladin is going to heaven. Or if I became Catholics that a person like Ghandi is going to hell because he is Hindu and rejects Christ as his Lord and Savior and the crusaders are going to heaven because they are Christians and have repented and accepts Jesus as their Lord and Savior. I have a problem with that mentality.
Hindus and Buddhists do not have such problems in their religions, as such. But they do have the problem of dogma.