Am i seeing things ? A discussion at CAF about a CAF-banned topic ?!!!
Has something changed ? For the better !
I like all the comments about the Real Presence being so close to each of us where we are, that is so true, and no one took a harder line on that than I did back in 2005 when my dear wife wanted to go to Med… (still afraid to say it ‘out loud’ here because of past CAF experiences doing so)
Anyway, through a very interesting and oddly connected chain of events, I did end up there in 2005. I did plenty of research before the trip and I had my own strongly negative opinion of it before we left…Long story short i was a very unhappy camper for the 1st 3 days there, all wrapped up in my anger at being dragged there just to keep my spouse happy.
On the 4th day the priest who went with us asked if i had been to confession yet.
I said “No, i will go to our own priest when i get back home, this whole thing of chasing “apparitions” halfway around the world is rediculous. We have all the Sacraments right at home so why did i have to come here, etc, etc, etc.”
Well, he listened, and then he ORDERED me to go to confession that day. So i went, and pretty much told my confessor the same story. His response was that the Church will never require anyone to believe in any private revelation, but why don’t you just try opening your heart a little bit while you are here…
I went out of there and did the small pennace he asked. In that pennace, God made it very clear to me that He was in charge and could enter my life in a very real way.
The rest of my story would take hours to tell, and is ongoing. Suffice to say that there is No Corner of my life that is as it was before that trip. Sometimes God needs to use a 2x4 to get our attention. What I can tell you is my life from a daily hell to a daily JOY, overnight.
Thanks to His infinite, patient, Mercy. It was a long twisted path for me, but the shocker was that on that path i met this lady, who i as a protestant had never known at all, and even as a catholic i had absolutely no relationship with, and she led me in a very profoundly real way to the foot of her Son.
Yes, I am a convert to the RCC. But my REAL conversion began on that day in 2005. I do not tell my story to many, but strangely to me, i have found that fellow Catholics have been some of the least receptive to my experience. Wondering why, i dug a bit deeper into the earlier research i did which formed my negative opinions of Med… What i found on the second look at those sources was this-
Most of the strongest Med.detractors have never even been there !
So lets wait and see what Holy Mother Church decides. Our Lady has every confidence that the RCC is still guided by the Holy Spirit.
And BTW, none of us can understand exactly how Jesus is with us in the Real Presence because it is a mystical event beyond our comprehension. Likewise we cannot say how Our Lady is present either-of course not in the physical way that Jesus is there thru the Consecration, but she is there nonetheless, at every Holy Mass, and always when the faithful are adoring her Son. And she remains with Him at the foot of the Tabernacle because of their bond of perfect love. All this happens, in every RCC, every day all over the world, by the Grace of God.