Just a bit on my experiences with Wicca. I was raised a devout if nondescript protestant, given a good sunday-school education, baptised at 13, etc. For me, it was always going through the motions. I don’t reacll ever having a sincere interest in jesus, or uttering a sincere prayer to the christian figures.
When I was a young teen, I discovered ‘the occult’. Being a voracious reader I plowed through what was available in popular libraries. I was fascinated, and began to find what practices I could - tarot cards, astrology, the I Ching. By high school (think 1969 - 73) there were starting to be books teaching solitary students how to practice magic, witchcraft and the newer version of witchcraft being called ‘Wicca’. I did a number of teen experiments, and began to consider myself a witch. In those days one was taught that one couldn’t become wiccan without a direct initiation from another wiccan, so I began to search for a group. I found other independent seekers, and worshipped for a few years in a sort of non-denominational Pagan/Wiccan group.
In 1981 I was initiated into the traditional craft. That group sometimes used the term ‘wicca’, but generally considered themselves to be traditional witchcraft. For the next dozen years or so I practiced this tradition of the Craft - I was married in it, led public worship and teaching as time went by, and built a life that involved home ownership, published material and a large circle of fun friends and spiritual allies.
In the early/mid nineties I made a change of Pagan sect, and took up a form of neopagan ‘Druidism’. This has some ritual and theological differences from wicca, but is part and parcel of the modern neopagan movement. I still practice devoutly in that system, attending public rites, keeping home worship, studying and teaching, etc.
Throughout all this, I have been blessed by the gods and spirits, my life has been filled with love and friendship, productive outlets and artistic expression, community service and the work of building bridges to the divine (the gods and spirits). Most of the Pagans I know live happy, balanced, fulfilled lives, and have no interest in ‘coming out’ from religions that serve them well.
My theology is not yours. My religion is different from yours. Still I am seeking to work with the divine as certainly as you are. Whether you think so (or your church does) or not.
Ian