If I could live a life on this earth where I never sinned, I would, but I cant as even my very thoughts are sin. I do not want to sin against God, but my flesh is weak and I sin. The thoughts that pop into my head are not at all wanted and I wish they would never come into my head.
If you dont believe that, I cant prove it to you, I’m afraid.
I agree that thoughts pop into our head that seem against our will. But, be honest, they are your thoughts. They originate in your brain from your own thinking. They belong to you. If your thoughts weren’t your own and of your own free will, they wouldn’t be sinful, would they?
When you commit a sin, like, lying, it is a willful act. The willfulness of it is what makes a sin a sin.
Some people are incapable of understanding right from wrong, and they are not guilty of sin, no matter how horrible their actions are.
I can tell by your posts that you are in full control of your faculties.

When you commit a sin, it is because you choose to. If you really didn’t want to tell a lie, you wouldn’t.
No one does God’s will perfectly.
I’m not trying to say that born again people should be perfect. I’m saying the exact opposite, in fact. People who call themselves born again may be as sinful as the next. Some more. Some less.
Being born again hardly means that you don’t “want” to commit the sins you commit.
None of us gets up in the morning thinking that it’s a great day to commit a real whopper. People who consider themselves born again don’t have the market cornered on trying to live a more Christ-like life. We’re all striving to live as God wants us to live.
But when you do sin, it’s because you want to do what you’re doing.
To say that born again people don’t want to commit the sins they commit isn’t really honest, I think. I don’t think you’re lying. I just think that you haven’t look at sin with your eyes wide open, with a truly honest eye.
You have never commited a sin that you didn’t want to commit. Oh, you may battle it out with yourself, because even while you’re thinking about doing it, you know it’s wrong. But your will wins out over God’s. You commit the sin because you choose to do what you want to do instead of what God wants you to do.