Hi everyone…
It’s a simple question really…what if:
You cannot reconcile your conscience with church teaching?
and you:
know you are morally obliged to follow you conscience (at all times?)
have fully, or to the best of your ability, informed your conscience
have read book after book and tried discussing this issue around other topics
have gone away from the forums for months to think and still feel the same way, but know that the church does not teach how you feel you should act on an issue
S
It’s not a simple question. It is the most complex question that man as a being is faced with. You need to pray, and in the end allow the Lord to guide you. If you don’t like the answer he gives, it’s still His answer.
You are the one accountable for you to the Lord God at the end of time, and ultimately, you have the free will and ability to disregard the Church’s teaching on any issue. I have not read through all the traffic on this thread, so for all I know you’ve already had this pointed out many times already, but faithful believing Catholics are set on the teachings of the Church. Period. It is from the FAITH that they have developed through life experiences and the teachings of the Church. They are not going to change their mind. So, your purpose isn’t to try to get Catholics to believe as you do on some topic or another, correct? You haven’t even posted the topic, so you already know the Church position on whatever it is. You not only already KNOW the Church teaching on the topic, but are unbudgably convinced that your “conscience” is correct. So, I guess, I’m a little puzzled what you are asking/stating? Is it rhetorical? Do you want to know why or how those with faith have it, and why we accept the whole slate of teachings, even if we have heartburn with some of it, sometimes?
The ultimate submission to doctrine is based on faith in the source of the doctrine. The source of the doctrine for the Church is very very good. Perhaps the best so far in man’s history. The Church has a magesterium to (a.) keep the teachings pure, and (b.) to keep them relevantly applied to new problems in humankind as they arise. The governing principles don’t change. The situations to which those principles are applied change steadily, so it’s all the more important to have a source you can trust. Your conscience is partially innate and partially formed. The innate part contains the basic moral codes that should be applied to the formed part of conscience. But the formed part can be tampered with through immoral conditioning, thereby setting up internal conflict. The innate part, for our conversation’s purposes, could be summed up probably in the 10 commandments. The formed part of conscience is from the people who told you how to apply those commandments to your living affairs.
Fortunately, you can pray for the conditioned conscience to be vetted against the innate conscience, and generally, if you’re prepared to accept God’s answer, with faith, regardless of the answers’ appeal to your vanity, God will provide.
This love and trust, (faith), is not willy nilly. It is because the Church position has proven to be right so many times, even in times when I THOUGHT I had a better way, that they have earned my faith and trust. Sadly, like Thomas, I had to actually see a thing or two before I got the message, but the end result is I now have faith. Trust God. Trust his Church. Pray and discern.
I don’t know what you’re particular dilemma is. I’d be happy to try to help you see the truth of the Church stance on any given issue using their documents and guidance via PM if you’d like. If you don’t trust it, however, and you’ve resolutely made up your mind on whatever it is, then, I’m unclear what you’re after with your post. Please don’t take this wrong. You’ve said yourself you’ve been here on these forums, then gone away and come back. You know what to expect from Catholics on the matter, whatever it may be. I promise you, no serious Catholic Christian is going to have had a change of heart all of a sudden and say: “Gee, you know, you’re right…hey…how about you go ahead and do it your way, and let the Vatican know so they can update the doctrines.” It’s just not going to happen.
I will pray for God to help you with your dilemma, and for your continued and ongoing conversion of heart. Please pray for me as well.
Peace be with you,
Steven