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Riman643
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I have recently realized the full gravity of my sins and all the attachments I have to this world that are inconsequential and I am in the process of erase them out of my life and commit my life to Jesus and the church he left behind. Ever since I have come back to the Church and educated myself to the teachings of the Church but have continued to sin. It hasn’t been until recently that I truly understand the weight of these sins have on my soul and the sorrow I have from continuing to sin against God. Since then I have slowly been purging any and everything that is either sinful or activities that once gave me joy but keep me away from God. I guess my question is, when/if I’m finally able to purge myself of these things and they no longer keep me away from God, what then is the point of life? I feel like at that point in time I will just be waiting until I die to be with God. I want to enjoy and love this life that he has given me and I feel like I have a certain amount of clarity that I previously did not have that should help me but I honestly just do not know. I guess I just feel lost and sorrowful. Any insight would be greatly appreciated.