Speaking as a 50 y/o Devout Cradle Catholic, I think, you know too much about the Catholic Church, when you think you know something about the Catholic Church.
Regardless of what anyone tells you by way of knowledge, or what you think you may know, the essence of the Catholic religion has very little do with knowledge and a lot to do with faith.
Many of the greatest Saints were not well-schooled… As a matter of fact, God even choses to work through people who are not educated, so he can make His own presence known better through them…
Furthermore, the Catholic faith is Shrouded in Mysteries, Paradoxes and Ethical Ideals so perfect no one can attain to them…
The result is - you’ll stand convicted of ignorance, confusion, and sin… and, basically, you will be placed in a position where you’ll have to beg for mercy… first out of fear, which is the beginning of wisdom; but, then, second, when you have learned to believe in and cooperate with God, and then trust those beliefs enough to share them charitably with your fellow man, even in the face of persecution - you’ll be at a stage where you can love…
A lot of people, especially learned ones, cannot stand admitting they know nothing… But in Catholicism we learn by faith and revelation, not just by logic - because we all logically break down at some point… and that is when we learn the value of trusting in mercy…
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