Hello, esr… Thank you for your cordial and thoughtful response. It is helpful to me that you understand where I’m coming from. If it is alright, I would like to respond to some of the things you said.
esr:
Eden of Mind,
I understand that you do not want to pretend that you are right and then move on to something else. I too struggle with wanting to know the absolute truth of every issue. However, I have come to accept that there are some things that we will never know 100% of the truth. I did not read your lengthy posts because I do not have the time to really research the issue to the extent that I would want to. That is what faith is about. We will never know the truth of many things until we are in Heaven with the Beatific Vision.
Esr, I think I understand what you mean. Yet, I must trouble you to consider that anything, any subject at all, could be made to fit into that large box of things which we imagine we can never know 100%. I don’t know how you know this before you’ve tried but I can say that I disagree that “faith” is anything like this. Faith is not blind belief in the unknown and we must be extremely cautious as to where we’ve placed our faith. Have you placed your faith in Christ or in your historical research? If it is your historical research, at least to a large degree, then you may still be right…
Nevertheless, I cannot personally place my faith in that and I will be held responsible by the LORD if I do. I must test the claims of any man. That is His demand, not mine.
The question is whether or not the issue of the Roman Catholic church’s past that I’ve brought forward is one of those things that we cannot know with assurance. As I haven’t personally received from the LORD a list of questions or subjects that are impossible for us to know and, as I cannot see why this issue would be one of those, I shall go on examining the issue. I believe that this subject is merely one of those which will respond in time to diligent work.
While it seems very cruel by our standards that anyone would kill someone else for their beliefs. . .
Sir, I know you mean well, but I must insist that this does not
“seem very cruel” to me but has been shown to be evil by the testimony of Christ in the Scriptures. You may object to my interpretation of Him if you like, but I will not pretend with you that this has anything to do with “our standards” of cruelty rather than revealed truth. I am not here to waste everyone’s time by appealing to my personal standards of right and wrong. I’m here to talk about what has been revealed as compared to what has been decreed by Rome.
I have faith in God that He knows what is best for our souls and for His Church.
In the meantime, we must live by what He has revealed is best.
I know you are going to say that the fact that the Catholic Church sanctioned the death of innocent people proves that it cannot be the true Church. However, that statement contains a lot of allegations that I do not have the facts to argue about sufficiently. Therefore, you are right that I am not the person to address that issue.
Then I will ask your pardon and say, kindly, that this means you do not have the proper grounds to deny what I have seemingly demonstrated. If you do not have the facts and you are not willing to examine those I have brought forward, you have no good reason to suggest that I
must be wrong. All that you can say is that you believe that I am wrong… just as I can only say I believe that I am correct.
You and I, at this point, could move on to other issues… wherein we might discuss an alternative view of the nature of the Church. But, at least for now, I will not abandon the others here who still wish to discuss this or my own search to understand this issue. I will study it further and take it to the best minds in Rome, if possible (even if only in their works), and then I shall thoughtfully engage their arguments.
Many here have, in some sense rightfully, understood that this issue is connected to a great many others. Believe me, I understand this well. Even if it does not appear so, I am a global thinker and that is why I try to be so careful with details. Those other subjects have been examined to some degree by me, I have studied the early fathers, although there is much more work to be done. But abandoning this subject to explore others until I’ve explored the means readily available to me at present does not make much sense to my mind. It almost seems immoral, in a way, as though it would lack integrity. I am not yet satisfied and I must go on.
I truly hope that this makes sense to everyone. If it doesn’t, then I shall simply say that I feel my LORD has demanded more from me than this… and I cannot disappoint Him.