You do not deny the reality of either the external or the internal but claim the non-existence of something you claim can only be experienced in the internal.
I’m not sure how many more ways I can explain this. Maybe if I put it in terms of categories, it’ll be easier to understand.
There are some things that are
only internal experiences that only exist in people’s minds. There are other things that exist
independently of anyone’s mind. They both
exist, but they exist in different ways.
I’m saying that something like the “inner experience of a god” is most definitely exists in the first category (as a internal experience), but that internal experience, by itself, can’t demonstrate that the god exists in the second category (independently of anyone’s mind).
And yet you deny that dependence on such an imperfect means does not require a leap of faith?
Yes, I deny it. The means is imperfect, but it takes no faith at all to say that the conclusions reached by evidence-based inquiry are the best we currently have.
Let me paint a little scenario for you. Let’s say Billy Bob goes to the top of a mountain and has a deep, inner experience of the god that he worships telling him that if he jumps off, he can fly under his own power. Gee, he thinks, should I have faith in my inner experience?
Then, he considers that evidence strongly suggests that if he jumps off the mountain he will
not fly under his own power and he will, in fact, die. The evidence comes from tons of sources: accounts of falling deaths, a knowledge of how gravity works, a knowledge of biology, a knowledge of the lack of examples of anyone ever flying under their own power, etc, etc, etc.
But then, of course, he says, “Now, wait a second. Evidence isn’t perfect, and I’m just a fallible person, I may not have gathered that evidence correctly, so I need to make a decision whether or not I have faith in this evidence.”
And Billy Bob talks himself into thinking that he has to decide whether to put his faith in the evidence or to put his faith in his deep, inner feelings of the experience of his god.
So, I ask you, humble readers, whether you think that Billy Bob is right – that it’s just a matter of faith which option you choose and thus no way of objectively determining the truth of the matter – or whether you think that there is, in fact, a way of determining what is most likely the truth.
If you think BIlly Bob is right – that it’s all a matter of faith – then Billy Bob doesn’t have any reason to put his “faith” in evidence any more than he has reason to put his “faith” in his deep, inner conviction that he can fly. In fact, he might even reason that since he didn’t personally gather all of the evidence for falling deaths, biology, etc, then he’ safer trusting in what is most immediate and what, from his perspective, he has the most reason to put faith in. After all, he’s felt his god before and had faith in his god before, like that time his god led him to the spot he lost his car keys in…
Now, if, on the other hand, you think that there is actually a way to determine what’s true in this situation, you will be forced to admit that the claim with sufficient evidence supporting it is the one that any rational person should accept. This being the case, you’re admitting that “faith” – even if you insist on misusing it in a way that means “everybody has faith in everything!” – doesn’t enter into the picture here. The way we judge a claim to be true is through the use of evidence, not through the use of faith.