I just think that God saw our fall AND our redemption and so allowed this world to come to pass. Only He knows the value of us existing in this way and what we will learn from it. All we can do is trust that He knows what He is doing.
Well, God’s will is perfect, but it has imperfect consequences (for example: the fact I exist)
So to get to what I see as the root of your question, yes, it is not entirely our fault that we fell from grace. Either God allowed it or it is actually a part of His plan. However, many people will have a problem with placing any kind of responsibility at God’s feet, which is what you are trying to do. I don’t see the conflict. God does as He pleases and it can be good even if we don’t understand how it is good.
If I were to create an imperfect machine, car, etc., it will fail - just a matter of time. Should the machine then be punished for failing? I don’t think so. And if the machine was meant to last a certain amount of time and it did, then I cannot be punished or held responsible for its failure after its estimated life. So I’m not trying to put the blame on God here, if I’m supposed to fail then WHY should I be punished?
I’m trying to figure out how it is just to 1) make sure someone can fail - because they’re not perfect then 2) punish them for failing and 3) Punish future generations for this failure It looks like entrapment to me - I hope I’m not blaspheming here.
I’m also trying to figure out how we have free will if it is so severely limited due to our imperfections.
I’m also wondering if there is a divine lemon law for my life, I’d like to turn it in for a better one.
I remember a quote “Oh Happy fault that gained us so great a redeemer” - I agree, Christ is a great savior!
But there’s more than one way to save someone. One can save by:
- yanking someone out of a pit of mud that the victim fell into and
- stopping someone from falling into the pit of mud in the first place.
I think 2) is better than 1) and Christ would be a better redeemer if he had done 2) instead of 1) as he did. And if God had made us perfect in the first place, it would be a clear 2) and Christ’s redeemership is even better.
I hate being imperfect, I feel like I can never please God, no matter what I do. I keep failing and getting punished for it with all the suffering I’m going through. I have the scourging but not the encouraging from God.