Thank you. You understand that I’m not indifferent to the intense suffering and hopelessness of my fellow human beings, and that, unlike God, I would not willinglingly and knowingly bring another creature into this world if I knew, presciently as God does, that temporal misery will be their lot and God’s hell their eternal abode. I may or may not project the image of my shabby dad on God, but what I do know is the days, weeks, months, years where God could have been more than an aloof father, and he chose not to. Like the guy for whom everything is wrong in his childhood, and who has severe acnea when he hits his teens, causing further distress and self-esteem issues. God had to respect the guy’s inadequate parents’ free-will, but the acnea outbreak was easily avoidable by someone who claims, in all seriousness, to be both omnibenevolent and omnipotent. Also, no matter the scholarly arguments you come up with, one thing is true: God created us for us to worship, love him and give him glory. He may not need it per se, but that’s the plan. One thing is also true despite you saying the exact opposite: God is as refined as Kim Jong-un in how he treats the poeple who don’t bown down to his highness. God’s gift of life for many, for me, is being forced to sit at a table, being with people I have nothing in common with, being forced to eat something that deeply repulses me, whoever is responsible for my situation I have to thank from the bottom of my heart, or else… If my childhood, if having been made with inferior, cheap material, if all i had to take, if having been essentially destroyed, if any of that had touched the heart of a god actually capable of love, then he would have found a way to let me know. My kid has ADHD, essentially the same psychological profile as me (introvert, shy, not popular, anxious, shaky self-esteem). Tell me again how God is so much better than my temporal daddy. Would it have been such a tragedy if God had not existed, it’s such a tragedy that he does exist. Hell is a great invention, too. Human torture is very pale in comparison to the master’s hell. God is tyrannical, his regime is one of tyranny. LIke the dimwit red-necks would say on Maury: “My way or the highway”. God is as loving as a snake. As water-giving as a dry well. As genuine and sincere as a politician. As endearing as life without parole in jail. Psychologically, he is a s clueless as they come.