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Beautiful post Ridgerunner.Some historical writer, not sure who, opined that, as compared to Renaissance people, for example, moderns neither sin well nor repent well.
If one reads histories of the Renaissance period, one can see that. People most assuredly sinned with gusto. But they also repented with gusto. It’s breathtaking to read about some of their sinning, but it’s also astonishing to read about the piety of some of those very people, and virtue so heroic we rarely witness its like today.
One sometimes is inclined to consider Jesus’ words “…be you warm or be you cold, but if you are lukewarm I will spit you out of my mouth” Chesterton, I think it was, said “The Catholic Church is for saints and sinners. For the merely respectable, the Anglican Church will do.”
Can one truly “sin well” or “repent well” if one knows little of either? I have raised five children and now have grandchildren in school. I have been almost uniformly disappointed at the religious instruction precisely because it doesn’t draw clear distinctions. It doesn’t really quite instruct. It’s vague and fluffy about things that ought to be crystal clear.
What, after all, is “sinning well”. Personally, I think it’s acknowledging it. We are so subjective and relativist today that we don’t like acknowledging the evil we do. We make excuses for it and try to find some priest or nun or politician who will help us in doing that. Why not just own up to it? If I’m using artificial birth control, I might as well simply admit that I’m sinning. Maybe I’m not going to repent today, but I have no moral business making excuses for it. Maybe I’ll try to repent in some way; at least try. But outright denial is, in my mind, the deceit of the tempter.
Maybe I’ll take something from another wrongfully. I ought to simply admit that I’m stealing, period. No “it’s a class thing” or “he didn’t come by it honestly” or “I deserve it”. No, if I’m stealing, I’m stealing. Maybe what I need to do is resolve not to steal again, to make recompense and confess. If I do that, I have “sinned well” and “repented well”.
We now have “Catholics for a Free Choice” and “LCWR” and “nuns on the bus” and all sorts of horrible organizations founded on temporizing with evil. Did I cooperate in an abortion? Well, if I did, I did. No excuses. No sociological nonsense about how I aided the woman in “getting on with her life” or “preventing illegitimacy” or “doing the kind thing”. I killed. I just plain killed. My better course is to confess it, to resolve never to do it again and to carry that memory of guilt as a reminder to be a better man; perhaps to help preserve life or to make a woman realize that pregnancy is not the end of her life. If I do that, I have “sinned well” and “repented well”.
The sting of conscience is a grace, not a curse. We need it.
I believe the Baltimore Catechism stood for clarity. It stood for knowing, not lying to oneself. It taught us to seek mercy. Ste Therese of Lisieux recognized that not a single one of us merits heaven. Every one of us has hell coming. We do. What’s the cure for that? Throwing oneself on God’s mercy, that’s what, and the first step is owning up to what we did; accepting the truth.
She had an interesting take on our judgments. She said that at the point of death we are presented with every sin we ever committed in its full horror and with total clarity. It’s terrible to see it. Jesus then offers us his love and his forgiveness, but we can’t accept it if we won’t admit how dependent we are on it. We either accept his love and forgiveness and join with him, or we spit at Him because He has wounded our pride; our self-justification, wrap ourselves in a cocoon of our own self-worship and hate Him for all eternity.
Perhaps the nuns of yore did not sufficiently emphasize that love and that mercy. But it’s not the fault of the Catechism itself if they did not. It’s in there. If our teachers did not explore and emphasize it sufficiently, they did us, and the Catechism itself, a disservice.
But the “fix” for the failings is not self-deception.