Thank you for your kind question!
So, this is actually a point of embarrassment for me. I became interested in Norse mythology through the movie “Avengers.” However i did
not convert for this reason.It only caused me to research the mythos. My conversion was far more significant than a crush on some actor. I made a relationship with Loki during one of the many emotional breakdowns I prone to at the time. I had normally turned to God during those and had always found comfort until that night. I found none until I turned to Loki. This made me realize one of two things: either both were viable, or it was all placebo so it really doesn’t matter.
After that I started researching modern paganism. At first I was very eclectic and I looked at multiple pantheons. I eventually zeroed in on the Norse pantheon where I found myself most at home. I then started nosing around Asatru but I found it too fundamentalist given our lack of resources and more importantly because of the hatred towards Loki and His family. I eventually stumbled on a set of online shrines that had Aesir, Vanir, and Rökkr. (
northernpaganism.org/general/index.html) Northern Tradition is more open to personal gnosis and holds personal revelation from the Gods to be just as important as what we know from history.
And how do I know its true?
I
don’t. I can’t. That is the reason Catholics and Christians sometimes frustrate me. They remind me of the kid who got upset when there stopped being just one answer in English class. “But am I RIGHT?” “We can’t know.”
kid has existential crisis
No one can know for sure what is the truth. So I picked the system of belief that I found truth in and which fulfills my spiritual needs best.