Thank you for your response. I also once came close to suicide when I was rejected by all M.D. programs I applied to. It’s very competitive no matter how high grades and test scores are. I am working in a position that is one step below the type of diagnostic specialist I would rather be and will will probably start medical school at age 30-31 but oh well. I’m glad you are still here
I am not sure if it is an imagined need or not. Your response is based much on emotions, feelings, “God shaped hole”, etc. I know we experience realities external to the material world: love, romance, enjoyment of music/nature, etc. Right now, I think I just have a thirst to be correct. Non-religion or religion, and if religion, which one?).
You are right, the world isn’t the way we want it. Things aren’t working the way we want them to. You wrote “we ache for God to fix it all”. This is where I’m afraid all religion is a form of escapism. Just because we want it to be true doesn’t make it true. Maybe Theism has been around for all this time because of the desires/aches you mentioned?
Maybe humanity is escaping this possibly imagined need for the Divine/religion/God? People are becoming less religious, even religious ones. Examples: the whole "Christianity is a relationship not a religion (don’t here that much among Catholics), progressive Christianity, Christians that don’t go to church, etc, etc. Maybe all of this is just that continuation of what humans have always been doing and the existence of multiple religions (past and present) is evidence of that?
The world sucks. If religion is just invented escapism, I would rather do without it. If not, I feel Catholicism is the best choice, but I could be wrong about that. If I embrace Theism and becoming Catholic I might be able to handle the thought of Catholicism being wrong due to a change of mental “frame of reference”.
I hope you can all see that I am not here to negatively criticize religion. I’m thinking about things I think every religious person should, and it seem like people driven enough to go on a internet forum do so. Kudos:thumbsup:
Question for you specifically:
You desire I return to God’s embrace. What would you think if I became Catholic and not your religion (Christian but not Catholic)? Would it bother you? Both are are different conclusions about God.
Peace and Happy Thanksgiving.