Hi LW, God didn’t set his church up to fail, what would have been the point of Christ’s work. Trust Him, his church is here, it may not be perfect but its foundation is on the authority conferred by Christ to Peter and the apostles. The church was organised with that authority. Trust the ‘pull’, I did and do not regret it. I can’t explain it, it goes beyond words, it is not a burning in the bosom thing, I just went into a church, and He was there, THEN I started to learn, it was 2 years later that i was finally confirmed. I got to know God through the Sacred Scriptures without the Mormon spin, and my walk continues. When the priest during mass holds up the host and cup and asks us to behold the Lamb of God, I can’t describe my feelings, joy is the closest, but it is more profound than that, at that moment my soul is in total communion, there is an at-oneness, at-onement, knowing I am totally accepted by him, and my joy is in knowing that God did this for us so that we can be in communion with him, that Christ’s atoning work has enabled us to boldy approach the throne of Grace and never be turned away.
I never knew joy in Christ as LDS, I suspect this is your experience too