i understand that you base your faith on what you perceive to be the holy spirit’s testimony to you.
however, if it is truly the Holy Spirit testifying, then what it causes you to believe should be rational, consistent and supported by evidence a human being can perceive and understand.
the Holy Spirit is the Spirit of Truth and cannot mislead. one of the ways people discern the testimony of the Holy Spirit is by how the testimony conforms to the reality of this world as well as to the Sacrificial Will of Jesus Christ.
the testimony which claims to be of the Holy Spirit must be tested. it must be tested by reality, by facts, by logic, by history, by science and by reason. if the testimony is of the Holy Spirit, it will be confirmed by all of the many facets (knowledge, wisdom, understanding, science, logic, reason, etc.) of reality.
the testimony of the Holy Spirit to finite and fallible human beings does not stand apart from all that makes us human. it does not stand alone. it stands along with this world in which we live. it cannot contradict what we know to be true through other faculties.