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As the topic says.
I am attempting to throw myself back into the messy business of finding the Church, a worthy endeavor, but one which entails all sorts of stress and controversy.
I am in the odd position of attending a Protestant church, while sitting on the fence between Catholicism and Orthodoxy. I admire the attempt at (small ‘o’) orthodoxy by my Protestant church, and I have friends there, but were it not for my wife’s love of the church, I would likely have none of it, choosing instead to alternate my Sundays between the local Catholic and Orthodox houses of worship. However, as any married converts or seekers know, the search for the Church becomes much more complicated when family is involved.
Since family is involved, I am very reluctant to pull my family away from a church that believes in the Bible, upholds traditional Christian morality (aside from the usual Protestant divorce and contraception exceptions), and possesses an evangelical zeal, only to take them somewhere that does not have these good qualities.
The difficulty is that I see two Catholicisms. On the Internet, I can go to Catholic Answers, EWTN, InsideCatholic, the National Catholic Register, and a host of blogs maintained by orthodox, faithful Catholics. These Catholics hold to the true faith, they prefer and are somehow able to find reverent liturgies, and they defend the teachings of the Church.
However, I do not live on the Internet, my vast amount of time on the computer notwithstanding, so I must attend mass at a real Catholic church in the real world. And real Catholic churches in the real world are, as the title suggests, going the way of the Protestant mainline. Now, they are not all doing this, but enough of them are for it to be a source of alarm. Instead of a towering Gothic cathedral, with incense and chant, a bit of Latin, and an orthodox homily, we are more likely to find a “Christian community in the Catholic tradition,” where the theology of the priest and laity alike is indistinguishable from that of the Episcopal church down the street, the art and architecture are stripped of any majesty or beauty, and communion is served by a row of thirty EMHC’s. If we can make it through RCIA with our faith intact, perhaps we can be orthodox members of an unorthodox parish, but it is still a bit depressing.
By contrast, the Orthodox church in our neighborhood is beautiful, despite its small size; the liturgy is reverent, and the people apparently care about preserving the faith. Orthodoxy is a faith defended and lived by the people, not guarded by an elite in Moscow or Istanbul (sorry, the Turks changed the name; walls lose to artillery every time), islands of truth in the midst of a Church overrun with heresy. Now, it may be that in the “old country,” Orthodoxy has the same problems as Catholicism has here. I do not know. What I do know is that I want to raise my children in a Church that teaches the pure and holy truth of Jesus Christ. The Catholic Church looks great on paper, but I cannot help but fear it will not last.
“But the gates of Hell will never prevail against the Church!” some may protest, and I agree. As a non-Catholic, however, I am not yet convinced that passage applies to the (Roman) Catholic Church. It could be that the Catholic Church will be like the Anglican Communion, slowly falling into heresy, with small pockets of resistance holding out until they finally pass away. As the orthodox Anglicans are jumping ship to join the Catholic Church, perhaps someday the orthodox Catholics will jump ship to become Orthodox?
Then again, the Catholic Church has been through worse, so perhaps it will pull through and come out stronger on the other side. What do you all think?
I am attempting to throw myself back into the messy business of finding the Church, a worthy endeavor, but one which entails all sorts of stress and controversy.
I am in the odd position of attending a Protestant church, while sitting on the fence between Catholicism and Orthodoxy. I admire the attempt at (small ‘o’) orthodoxy by my Protestant church, and I have friends there, but were it not for my wife’s love of the church, I would likely have none of it, choosing instead to alternate my Sundays between the local Catholic and Orthodox houses of worship. However, as any married converts or seekers know, the search for the Church becomes much more complicated when family is involved.
Since family is involved, I am very reluctant to pull my family away from a church that believes in the Bible, upholds traditional Christian morality (aside from the usual Protestant divorce and contraception exceptions), and possesses an evangelical zeal, only to take them somewhere that does not have these good qualities.
The difficulty is that I see two Catholicisms. On the Internet, I can go to Catholic Answers, EWTN, InsideCatholic, the National Catholic Register, and a host of blogs maintained by orthodox, faithful Catholics. These Catholics hold to the true faith, they prefer and are somehow able to find reverent liturgies, and they defend the teachings of the Church.
However, I do not live on the Internet, my vast amount of time on the computer notwithstanding, so I must attend mass at a real Catholic church in the real world. And real Catholic churches in the real world are, as the title suggests, going the way of the Protestant mainline. Now, they are not all doing this, but enough of them are for it to be a source of alarm. Instead of a towering Gothic cathedral, with incense and chant, a bit of Latin, and an orthodox homily, we are more likely to find a “Christian community in the Catholic tradition,” where the theology of the priest and laity alike is indistinguishable from that of the Episcopal church down the street, the art and architecture are stripped of any majesty or beauty, and communion is served by a row of thirty EMHC’s. If we can make it through RCIA with our faith intact, perhaps we can be orthodox members of an unorthodox parish, but it is still a bit depressing.
By contrast, the Orthodox church in our neighborhood is beautiful, despite its small size; the liturgy is reverent, and the people apparently care about preserving the faith. Orthodoxy is a faith defended and lived by the people, not guarded by an elite in Moscow or Istanbul (sorry, the Turks changed the name; walls lose to artillery every time), islands of truth in the midst of a Church overrun with heresy. Now, it may be that in the “old country,” Orthodoxy has the same problems as Catholicism has here. I do not know. What I do know is that I want to raise my children in a Church that teaches the pure and holy truth of Jesus Christ. The Catholic Church looks great on paper, but I cannot help but fear it will not last.
“But the gates of Hell will never prevail against the Church!” some may protest, and I agree. As a non-Catholic, however, I am not yet convinced that passage applies to the (Roman) Catholic Church. It could be that the Catholic Church will be like the Anglican Communion, slowly falling into heresy, with small pockets of resistance holding out until they finally pass away. As the orthodox Anglicans are jumping ship to join the Catholic Church, perhaps someday the orthodox Catholics will jump ship to become Orthodox?
Then again, the Catholic Church has been through worse, so perhaps it will pull through and come out stronger on the other side. What do you all think?