Relax!
Do you believe in God! Do you ask Him to guide your paths? Do you want to go to church to love Gid in worship?
He wants a willing heart! Be happy, you listened to the Holy Spirit that called you into believing.
You make God happy.
Pray a short prayer for your boyfriend. A rosary weekly is lovely.
There is a site called earn.com. It has Catholic prayers. They are nice! Look up St. Teresa of Avila’s prayer.
Instead of doing a rosary a week, maybe do a small prayer a day. Let’s say, a Nicene creed, 3 hail Marys, a saint Michael prayer and then meditate on gods love for a certain period of time a day or every 2 days. Rosaries aren’t FLAT, you can adjust them.
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