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Al,Whilst I accept the teachings of the catholic church, and I love its interpretation of christian scripture.
I have a problem with the past of the church.
I dont understand how the church taught one thing, and then condoned violence and hatred in its name.
In fact the behaviour of the catholic church is so repugnant to me, that I would find it extremely difficult to associate myself with an organisation with such a rabid past.
Yet I am drawn to its teachings.
You are drawn and repulsed from the same thing, You are attracted to the thing you find repugnant. Have you tried counselling?
What do you see when you look at your own soul? Do you see any behaviors there that you find repugnant? Is there something about yourself that you don’t like? Its clear that you don’t like some historical figures, but are you the person you want to be? If you are not then you would fit right in with the rest of the broken souls in the Church. If you are morally sound, unlike those historical fallen Church figures you find repugnant you have no need of becoming Catholic or Christian.
You don’t have to concern yourself one bit about how those repugnant Catohlics behaved in the past. That is between them and God, their judge, and yours. All you need to worry about is what God will say to you about how you behaved. In fact He commands you to not judge those others. All you have to answer for is you. It sounds like you think you are a pretty good guy, better than those nasty Catholics of the past at least.
The Church is a place for criminals only, those who have committed crimes against God. If you have done that and are guilty then by all means you should think about joining the club. If you are not guilty then why bother? Jesus said, “I come for sinners, but you say you have no sin. Then what need do you have of me”. Good guys need not apply.