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donsnow
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Good morning, simple soul -Good morning everyone,
First please let me thank everyone for their help in trying to understand this more deeply. My sincerest thanks are to Chaunceygardner, donsnow, and ByzCath.
I have been searching and searching and then searching some more at the Holy See web site to try and understand this more clearly.
I would like to share with all of you something I found and would like to get your feedback on it.
This is taken from the Evangelium vitae, Ioannes Paulus PP. II,
The bolded part is what I believe is what I am begining to understand. My question is are we called to follow Jesus Christ to this extent or not?
I have attached the link to this Chapter III titled “You Shall Not Kill.”
vatican.va/edocs/ENG0141/__PP.HTM
Or am I reading this incorrectly?
Always praying and pondering
Regarding heroic love renouncing one’s life to abstain from self-defense. I think that’s a matter regarding freedom of choice. If one’s love is deep enough, and it’s not a suicidal death wish, then that is a noble thing. Also, loving oneself and others as oneself, it’s freedom of choice whether or not to kill a killer before he can kill another or oneself. We have freedom of choice and freedom to accept the consequences of our choices. I have learned, through a fortunate accident (I was being beaten by one of three people in my cab, and sure I would die. I drew my pistol, put it in the face of the aggressor and pulled the trigger. “Click”. His eyes were wide, mouth open and he ran away. So did the other two. Which surprised me, because when pistol misfired, I was sure they would kill me.
Later, in another cab (the cab of the beating had been totalled) I was enveloped by a wonderous joy, that I had won, I was not dead. Then, that teenager’s face, eyes wide and mouth open, came to mind. I realized, if my pistol had not misfired, I would be forever remembering his face much differently…mutilated by the gunshot. Then, wonder of wonders, I was filled with divine joy, that I had not killed him. I was glad he was alive. I realized then, I am not put on this planet to kill people, but to help them. I quit carrying a firearm from '81 to 2002. Then, in time of war, I decided to carry again. Until 2006, when the lesson again moved me to disarm myself. I now have no firearm. All this is personal.)
I included the personal story to explain that each of us have different experiences. I don’t judge those who kill in self-defense, that’s their choice. I don’t judge those who kill in battle, that’s their duty. When I was in 'Corps and again in USNR, I had no choice to refrain from killing. But, the grace of God kept me from combat. Neither do I judge those criminals who kill for the love of it or to gain money; because, there for the grace of God go I.
There for the grace of God goes everybody, because I submit that everybody is capable of killing, depending on the motive.