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MiserereMei
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Well, thanks to everyone for the responses so far! (What am I doing up with only three hours of sleep? Haven’t been able to sleep well since I started this line of questioning on my own a week ago.)
Ok, one at a time!
And I fear my time in Lutheranism has just made me weaker.And I am tired, disillusioned, broken, afraid, and spiritually alone. And there have been many days where I don’t even have enough faith to pray. I don’t know why I am doing this, or where I even got the idea to start this thread!
As for the points being addressed: Here’s the funny thing. Just a few months ago, most of the reasons presented I would have scoffed at and sought to dismantle. Just a few months ago, I was coming to this forum with a completely different attitude and lens. I’ve let my guard down.
I wonder if the intercessions I have requested in some variation or other lately have something to do with it as well.
“St John the Baptist, you who confessed Christ as the Lamb of God at the Jordan, pray for my wife and I, that we too might recognize and be lead ever closer to Christ our God.”
“St Augustine of Hippo, pray for me, that I might recognize the truth and not pass over or reject it, but that I might rather grow evermore into a better Christian and theologian.”
Ok, one at a time!
I know my tendency to waver. I left Rome years ago because I couldn’t give an answer, couldn’t find one at the time, and so thought there wasn’t one (the priest I spoke to at the time as well just dismissed me). By the time I found an answer to the question I had been asked, I had been Lutheran for a few years and other theological barriers had already formed. I was young, stupid, impatient. My spiritual counselor had counselled me to just be patient and wait, and an answer would come. I couldn’t wait. I was a convert, and then left, and here I am considering returning. I want reasons, I want convinced, if possible, because I know my weakness only too well. If I revert now or soon, I will still have a year of classwork left at my current school, and my thesis. I want answers, so that, if I revert, I can give reasons why to classmates, professors, family.But there comes a time when you have to realize that you aren’t God and you can’t know everything and God put His Church here to teach INFALLIBLY.
And I fear my time in Lutheranism has just made me weaker.And I am tired, disillusioned, broken, afraid, and spiritually alone. And there have been many days where I don’t even have enough faith to pray. I don’t know why I am doing this, or where I even got the idea to start this thread!
Thank you for the quote from the CCC. I just started reading it yesterday, so hadn’t gotten that far yet. I suppose saying that it forgives venial sins, but not mortal sins sounds to my Lutheranized ears like the Sacrament is limited.Most of your points have already been addressed. I’m intrigued by your #1
As for the points being addressed: Here’s the funny thing. Just a few months ago, most of the reasons presented I would have scoffed at and sought to dismantle. Just a few months ago, I was coming to this forum with a completely different attitude and lens. I’ve let my guard down.
I wonder if the intercessions I have requested in some variation or other lately have something to do with it as well.
“St John the Baptist, you who confessed Christ as the Lamb of God at the Jordan, pray for my wife and I, that we too might recognize and be lead ever closer to Christ our God.”
“St Augustine of Hippo, pray for me, that I might recognize the truth and not pass over or reject it, but that I might rather grow evermore into a better Christian and theologian.”
Both books added to wishlist. Which is swiftly becoming a “check out from the library, because there is no way I will ever be able to afford all these” list. Thank you.Both deal with marital stress - sometimes to the extreme.
Yup.As much as you are praying, pray more, trust more, think less. We live in an age and culture in which over-thinking is epidemic.