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TOmNossor
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Me and you posted at exactly the same time, look at the box above by our names
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Tom, if it is not too personal, why did you leave? It would be great to have somebody as passionate as you are on this side. I have enjoyed our exchangeHey there,
Peace
As I have said, I left the Catholic Church for no good reason.
I looked at those who attended church with me and it seemed that they were Christian for about 1 hour per week (and sometimes I was left with the impression that that one hour was too long in the minds of some). The rest of the 167 hours there was little difference between those who were and those who were not. Of course I should have been looking at myself and what I did for the 1 and the 167. I remember seeing the girls who sniffed the mimeograph paper instead of paying attention in Sunday School. Of course surely someone offered me the knowledge of what Transubstantiation was, but I was not paying enough attention to see the beauty of it. I remember being offended when the entire homily was “wasted” by the priest exhorting the congregation to give in the offering and not just a lousy dollar. Of course now I generally want to give 10% which is way more than a lousy dollar.
I was in Idaho shortly after the lousy dollar thing. I met some LDS and thought I saw something different. I met their parents and knew I saw something different. I attended a couple of protestant services. I attended some LDS functions. I met my wife. She and I attended Catholic and LDS services every other week for a few months until I decided to attend the LDS service more frequently. We were married, but not in the Temple because I was not convince I would be a member. I spoke with missionaries for about 1 year and then decided to be baptized.
After about 3-4 years I again noticed that there was someone who attended church for 3 hours a week, but was not too different for the rest of the 165 hours. This someone was ME. I also noticed that there were a number of folks who were different. It was also obvious to me that they had a strength that I did not have nor understand.
I have tried to correct this and have had some success. After a few years of trying to correct this I had some lesser crises of faith. One of these resulted in a long look at the faith I left (during which I realized that I left for no good reason as I explained above). This look was wonderful for me and I believe I grew a lot. But I was not reverted. It has been a long time since I have had new data to assimilate into what I know about the problems of the CoJCoLDS. I have prayed regularly that my BIAS will not prevent me from seeing the truth. And while I no longer pray to know which church is true, I do still pray that God will show me His will and that I may have the strength and courage to make it manifest in my life.
Charity, TOm