With all due respect, there have been martyrs in probably every religion. Dying for a belief means the martyr sincerely believed it, it doesn’t establish the truth of the belief. Look at all the martyrs in Islam.
I am a panentheistic pagan and also an ex-catholic. The more I studied Christianity, the less it made sense to me, until finally I had to set it aside. There is not one, non-Christian, first-hand account of Jesus that was written while he was alive. Paul didn’t know Jesus while he was alive. We don’t even know who wrote the gospels, and the ‘story’ was changed over time. Look at the difference between Mark and John. In my opinion, these changes occurred because Jesus’ prophecy of returning in their generation failed. Just like the end-time “prophets” of today, it has to be explained why the prophecy failed, and, just like today, the change of story is perfectly fine with the followers. I personally believe Jesus was a failed end-time prophet who told people to repent, the kingdom of Heaven is at hand. He taught people specifically how to repent. He shook up the wrong group of people, and was eventually put to death.
I don’t believe in original sin, I don’t believe in a burning hell, and I don’t believe any other of the myriad ideas that were voted on and decided upon hundreds of years after Jesus died.
Honestly, and I say this all the time and have always said it: If God actually came down to earth, don’t you think there would be absolutely NO QUESTION about it??? What is the point of God coming here and then keeping it a secret to 99% of earth’s inhabitants, and then just letting group of not-all-that-bright guys pass on the info. Makes no sense at all.
Like someone else said in this thread, I’m not buying what you’re trying to sell, LOL.