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What is “everything”? Seems to me like it’s a big facade, that has little value. Not saying you don’t have any good benefit from it. But if you can’t be honest, you resort to dishonesty. And it’s not only to man, but the Person whom is worshiped by this community. If you have no concept of that Person, it further supports the need to be open about it with them.How could I be doing anything called “seeking God” if I can’t imagine anything that “God” could refer to? No I can’t talk to my pastor about it. It would ruin everything.. I do hate being so different from everybody else, and staying in the closet and pretending to be like everybody else religiously when I’m not. Also I can’t even talk to atheists. They believe “God” refers to “a flying spaghetti monster” or “an old man in the sky” like the old man Michelangelo painted on the ceiling of the Sistine Chapel and labeled “God”. When I tell them that “God exists” makes no sense to me, and therefore neither does “God does not exist”, they want no more to do with me. They enjoy having a god named “God” to disbelieve in, to put down, and to laugh at. So I can’t associate with atheists either.