Mom, I have posted this before, I think, but sometimes it helps to read it over again.
I read this often as I am inclined to want to run away from the pain sometimes too.
A prayer of Confidence
Why you are confused and shaken when faced with problems of life?
Leave the care of all your things to me and everything will get better. When you abandon yourself in Me, everything will resolve with tranquillity according to my will. Do not get desperate, do not direct a shaken prayer at me, as if you wanted to demand the fulfilment of your desires. Close the eyes of your soul and tell me calmly: Jesus, I trust in you.
Avoid the preoccupations and anguishes and the thoughts of what he can happen next. Do not spoil my plans, wanting to impose your ideas on me. Let me be God and act with freedom. Abandon yourself confidently in me. Rest in me and leave your future in my hands. Tell me frequently: Jesus, I trust in you.
What more damage does to you is your reasoning and your own ideas and to want to solve things your way. When you say to me: Jesus, I trust in you, do not be like the patient who asks his doctor to cure him, but he suggests the way to do it. Allow yourself to be carried in my divine arms; do not be afraid, I LOVE YOU.
If you think things are getting worse or are complicated in spite of your prayers continue trusting. Close the eyes of your soul and trust. Continue saying to me at all times: Jesus, I trust in you.
I need my hands to be free to be able to work. Do not tie me up with your useless preoccupations, Satan wants that: to agitate you, anguish you, to take away your Peace. Trust only in ME, abandon yourself in ME. So do not worry, throw all your anguishes at ME and sleep tranquilly. Always tell me: Jesus, I trust in you and you will see great miracles. I promise this to you because of my love for you.