JUDI!!!.. COME BACK TO US!!!..SHAKE IT OFF!!!..The Lord’s work is NEVER useless. Once we turn ourselves over to HIM, He will remold us, like the pot in the potters hands. IT IS quite painful to go through that process, of having to be broken from what we were and then having to be remolded into what the Lord wants of us. It is not only hard, IT CAN REALLY STINK sometimes. But nevertheless we ARE in the Lord’s hands, halve way broken, not really reshaped, not even an image of what we once were. But still in the Lord’s hands and PERFECTLLY beautiful before His eyes, for HE and only He can already see the finished product!!! I know how you feel and you know that. I have had to even put up with my mother’s own hate, my siblings abandoning me, etc, etc, etc. You’ve been there for me, you’ve lifted me, you’ve seen me in my lowest points and helped to drag me out of there. So today I’m committed to dragging you out of there. I can be sweet and tell you that I’m praying for you, but today I rather talk to you in your own language. You might not have control of the physical pain, but please let go of the mental one. Just know that you are in the POTTERS hands, You are in the Lords hands, it might be physically painful but FILL YOUR HEART AND MIND WITH THIS THOUGHT. HE IS RESHAPING YOU, because one day you turned yourself over to Him. You told Him that you loved Him, you told Him that you trusted Him and He Lovingly took your word for it. Now He is doing His Magnificent work with you, please be patient. Do not leave His hands, just be still in mind and heart. Physically will hurt and you can complaint about that, OF COURSE. But be still in mind and heart, for HE IS HOLDING YOU, reshaping you, because He took you up on your word that you Loved Him and Trusted Him!!! Come back to us our sister and shake those little critters out of your little head OKA!!!