JCPhoenix:
OK! I’ll start!
I am attending a Life in the Spirit seminar this lent. I was skipping ahead in the booklet that goes with the seminar and I see that we’ll be baptized in the spirit. OK, fine.
What is says, though, is to pray for the gift of tongues.
Here’s my problem…I don’t WANT the gift of tongues. I want every other gift, but not that one…unless someone can interpret, or unless I can interpret for someone else.
I’m a “weeper” but ironically I’m not a very demonstrative person so showing any emotino is very embarasing for me…I realize this is a pride thing and I’m working on that.
I guess this is the core of my question…I understand that the entire point is to focus on God’s will for us, and I accept that…but why the nudge to ASK for the gift of tongues specifically? That’s a bit too suggestive for me and it feels pushy.
Do you understand what I mean?
WOW!
You could be ME, writing over 30 years ago! LOL! I am not kidding.
Well, first of all, I agree with you. We should be praying for whatever Gifts the Holy Spirit wants to give you, not for any specific one.
I was a convert to the Catholic faith, came out of not one, but several mainline Protestant ones. One was a combination of some of the old pentecostal types.
After becoming a pre-Vatican II Catholic and rejecting my earlier religions, Vatican II and the Charismatic Renewal became a total shock to me. In the late 1960s, the Holy Spirit litrally dragged me back to this form of worship.
There was two things I vowed would never touch me. One was dropping to the floor, “being slain in the Spirit” and the other was the Gift of tongues. I rejected it, hated it, and completely turned my back on it.
Guess what happened to me. Ain’t nice to tempt the Holy Spirit!!!
I had my back to a Priest who raised his hands over the Congregation, I didn’t see him or know he did it, I dropped under the Power and came up Praying in Tongues. So much for that. Also, so much for all the Charismatics who told me the Holy Spirit was a Gentleman who woud never ever force anything on you that you do not want. I heard it, believed it and then found out different.
I have no idea why this happened to me, but it did. As a result, I have been a life long Charismatic, a teacher, a Bible Study teacher, a Prayer Group leader, and a lot more.
Why, only God knows.
I have seen this happen a few times more, but usually, usually it has been much quieter and slower. Not so forceful.
I have learned never to stifle the Holy Spirit. He will blow as He will.
We keep trying to put Him in a box but He simply does not fit.