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SeattlePapist
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It sounds like a grotesque exaggeration to call something like babbling nonsense a “Gift of the Holy Spirit.” I first encountered the concept of “Speaking In Tongues” when a close friend tried to save me from the Catholic Church and lead me to his Pentecostal church. He criticized Catholic’s for not knowing the bible (i.e. not having bible verses memorized). This was an effective argument on me at the time. We were both about 16 years old.
Then he brought me to a prayer meeting where he explained that in his church there were actual healings all the time and the Holy Spirit would take possession of people and make them talk in tongues and sometimes fall to the floor uncontrollably. I must say this sounded a lot more exciting than the dutiful going through the motions that I, and it seemed like others around me, were experiencing at mass on Sundays.
I was getting pretty sucked in until they pressured me to “speak in tongues.” It seemed most of the people in the room had this mirraculas gift that day. They “Prayed” & babbled over me until I was beginning to feel like I would insult them if I didn’t start babbling something myself, so I did. I knew in my heart that my babbling was nothing like the special gifts spoken of those granted to the original apostles. After leaving the prayer meeting I remember feeling angry like I was coerced into doing something that I did not feel was honest. So much for being sucked in. What a turn off. Although I have always believed in miracles, I was left with the impression that this group was so obsessed with seeking something sensational and miraculous, they were missing most of the point of the gospel.
Well if John Paul II has given the CCR his blessing, then I can’t believe it is like what I experienced. But I must say, the lingo sure sounds like that used by the Pentecostals.
I certainly have a personal and intimate relationship with our Lord. Does this mean that I have received Baptism in the Holy Spirit without even knowing it was called that?
Then he brought me to a prayer meeting where he explained that in his church there were actual healings all the time and the Holy Spirit would take possession of people and make them talk in tongues and sometimes fall to the floor uncontrollably. I must say this sounded a lot more exciting than the dutiful going through the motions that I, and it seemed like others around me, were experiencing at mass on Sundays.
I was getting pretty sucked in until they pressured me to “speak in tongues.” It seemed most of the people in the room had this mirraculas gift that day. They “Prayed” & babbled over me until I was beginning to feel like I would insult them if I didn’t start babbling something myself, so I did. I knew in my heart that my babbling was nothing like the special gifts spoken of those granted to the original apostles. After leaving the prayer meeting I remember feeling angry like I was coerced into doing something that I did not feel was honest. So much for being sucked in. What a turn off. Although I have always believed in miracles, I was left with the impression that this group was so obsessed with seeking something sensational and miraculous, they were missing most of the point of the gospel.
Well if John Paul II has given the CCR his blessing, then I can’t believe it is like what I experienced. But I must say, the lingo sure sounds like that used by the Pentecostals.
I certainly have a personal and intimate relationship with our Lord. Does this mean that I have received Baptism in the Holy Spirit without even knowing it was called that?