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Spockrates,Yes, Parker, I’m looking forward to what God has in store. I know where I’d like to be (at Jesus’ feet listening to Him speak) but I’m not quite sure if getting there is probable and what path to take. I suppose that, like Socrates, I’m the object of ridicule of some. Having my head lifted to heaven and what will come, I tend to not watch where I’m going, and foolishly stumble and fall.
“You’ll never get there,” both Catholics and Protestants tell me (ironically, I suppose, for they tend not to agree on so much but are unanimous in condemning me for my indecision)! And I suppose they are both right in shaking their heads and rolling their eyes and jeering at me, for I was once on the road to the highest heaven (or so Evangelicals told me) until I started asking questions of Catholics. In answering my questions, Catholics caused me to see that perhaps some important beliefs I used to believe might not be true. My discussions with Catholics have lead me off the road to heaven, Evangelicals tell me. And if I don’t turn back soon, I’m damned for sure.
Catholics, on the other hand, tell me I’m better off for having left the road of lies, but still they chastise me for not committing myself to what they say is the truth. But even though I’m sure that I’m not sure what the truth is any more, I’m still not sure that that of which they are so sure is the truth I’m looking for.
So I’ve stumbled off the path of Evangelicalism and walked right into a big oak tree and fallen on my kiester! And that’s where you find me, Parker, parked right here at a fork in the road of my life rubbing my sore nose and arse and wondering which way to go. To the left is the road Evangelicals warn me to get back on. To the right is the Catholic road, which they tell me is the oldest and most trusted way to God. I’ve meet a lot of folks passing me going down either way. Then there is your road, down the middle of the two, and I’m awfully glad you’ve stopped on your journey a moment to tell me where you believe it will lead you and why you are so confident of the way you’ve chosen. For I’m afraid that I’m not confident which way to go at all.
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Wow–a literary gem here as well as a fascinating story. Thanks for sharing these insights about yourself, and for the prior post that was again spot on and insightful.
I think you’re perceptive when you wrote of “down the middle of the two”, because as a person receives the companionship of the Holy Ghost, they feel the kind of “freedom” Evangelicals probably feel–a kind of euphoria–but yet they also feel the need to recognize the importance of progressing through following a path that leads “strait and narrow” somewhere–toward change, toward real service to others that some would call "works’, and toward covenant making through the ordinances of the gospel and the personal promises with the Lord, Jesus Christ.
But that is a human way of expressing it. As you follow the Holy Spirit’s promptings, you will receive a far deeper insight into those kinds of impacts in your life, than I can express in an example or ordinary language. I hope that you will consider the Abraham example I noted from Hebrews 11, and realize that he went on a journey more than once as a “stranger in a strange land” as he was led by God, and took Sarah along with her support and help. The blessings that opened up to them as they did that were limitless when you think about it.
The Lord bless you in your quest, kind friend. It means you will need to do what the “pricking” in your heart says you should do, and not wait until everything is perfect in your life–won’t happen. We have to “go to the edge of the light”, and show our faith by acting on the promptings we have received.