Make no mistake, OP, you absolutely cannot be any sort of Christian while embracing the Muslim faith.
In my mind the theological differences do not weigh heavily because I have firm faith in my religion and its correctness (and thus, of course, in Islam’s falsehood). Muslims, no doubt, believe just the same about their faith vis-a-vis other faiths.
It would seem, then, that Islam might be able to rest comfortably knowing that it is revealed by Allah to be the one true religion. Yet it does not seem to be so. Even criticism of Islam in Dar al-Harb is somehow a threat to it. I will be the first to admit that some of this criticism is entirely vile and does nothing to help anyone of any religion, but things like the responses given to the OP at the start of this thread seem mostly like honest answers and not at all deserving of the reply that we ought to “stop being so ignorant” or whatever nonsense. Sometimes, like it or not, a strong reaction for/against something comes from having studied it!
It seems to be an issue for Islam, this “respect” problem (never having enough of it, even, or perhaps especially, from non-Muslims). I have admittedly not read the entire Qur’an, so I cannot say exactly what it says regarding Islam’s view of its status within the world, but I can say that the Bible states very clearly what Christians are to expect from the non-believers of the world: “It is through many persecutions that we must enter the kingdom of God” (Acts 14:22), “In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted” (2 Timothy 3:12), et cetera.
Perhaps a difference in their views of themselves can account for the difference in reactions to criticism, but even when/if this difference is accounted for, it still bothers me.
It bothers me because I have been told by Muslims that Islam a religion that carries with it a political system that governs every aspect of life for the believer, and looking at most Islamic countries that appears to be a truthful claim. Fair enough for those who believe, but then don’t tell the rest of us who would be severely oppressed under such a system of governance (oh, I’m one of the “people of the book”? Great! Ohhhh…it’s a book you believe is corrupted and wrong? Well, nevermind…that doesn’t sound so great after all!) that we ought not to raise valid criticisms and concerns of it!
Therein lies a major issue that I don’t think gets discussed nearly enough: Islam as a POLITICAL SYSTEM (not a religion, not a set of beliefs about who or what is God, “good” morality, etc) sees the world as divided between believers and non-believers, with all non-believers inherently inferior and so to be denied rights, forced to pay special religious taxes, etc. Frankly, to me this seems perfectly in keeping with Islam’s need to be “respected” to a degree entirely out of proportion with the “protection” non-Muslims are SUPPOSED to be granted under its governance (just like how well-meaning Muslims will try to assure non-believers that in “true” Islam there is to be no compulsion in religion…yeah…I guess every single story in reports like
this one is made up, then?).
I don’t know. The whole thing is very strange to me. Jesus said “Render unto Caesar that which is Caesar’s, and unto God that which is God’s”, but it seems like God in Islam often acts like Caesar. Why anyone would want to buttress that
with their soul, I can’t fathom. Individual Muslims aside, Islam seems to be in an eternally offensive mode which may have been completely compatible with Mohammed’s Arabia, but today makes it seem very unpalatable to the majority of non-Muslims. That OP might be among the malleable minority does nothing to change the theological or philosophical trajectories of either faith, so if OP feels compelled to leave her faith for Islam, I can only say best of luck. As for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.