Yes, I do, very clearly. If you feel that the Church has such authority, then you are bound to your beliefs. I am not bound that way. Having been “in your shoes” in this matter, I completely respect your position. I also would say that much the Church teaches is laudable, and would be so with or without the belief in its claimed authority. It just doesn’t go deep enough. It can’t, Angel.
I don’t quite see ti that way, though I know they both stem from the same Source.
Yes, they are. If I go to a piano teacher and don’t learn my scales, that is likely my fault if I don’t study and practice. But the Church is teaching, as far as I can tell, not the piano I wanted to learn as a concert grand, but as one of those single octave kids toys. And there is still the matter that the alleged Divinely sponsored Church has no better record of producing “good” than other or no religions. Goodness is a point of maturity, and attributable to God, but not to a religion as such.
Actually, if you look closely, you will find that it is. As for knowing religion, my devotion, knowledge, and zeal made me a wonderful proselytizer for the Church before I woke up. And there are no “wrong” books, only mistaken or immature understanding. God is not effected by sincere inquiry. But we remain small in experience despite our rather astounding potential if we fear to look, as far as I have seen.
Good advice from Isaiah! I have read both, CS Lewis extensively. The both fail in the crunch, especially Chesterton. At least Lewis could weave a good story worthy of consideration.
I was lucky; mostly I could. many are not so lucky. In any case, that is how we learn things that are not necessarily so, isn’t it. And that is how the Church is a parent. It is only apparent. In my own experience it misses the point of Jesus teachings. But that is fine, such as it teaches is useful to many. It just isn’t the whole picture, and certainly not with any clarity. You can’t see that at the moment, and that is fine. God can’t respect belief in any case though God is the light to even belief.
Yes, I did that for years. I spent some time nearly every day talking to priests even when not in school. And they, save one, were stumped with my questions and really had nothing useful to offer. “just have faith” is not an answer. I also knew enough Catholic theology to win first prize with my teammates in our state wide school system. They, the priest, sincere men all, were, finally, my reason for leaving. I kept in touch with the one till he passed. Few even came close to equalling him.

That is for sure! LOL! Nice chatting with you. You dance well.