I have not said what I believe. I have made points for the sake of the discussion. I am having a crisis in faith actually and that’s why I am trying to understand.
OK. I’m sure people would have factored that into their replies if you had said so earlier.
The more I research, the more I find that there is not way I will understand because the Church can simply say that it’s infallible. End of story. Doesn’t matter. No need for thought, discussion, or anything else.
Sounds like your research is at least in part reading Protestant material against Catholicism. Is that correct?
I don’t have proof when this became tradition. You don’t have proof when it did either. Your proof is that the Church said so, which matters to Catholics but not to anyone else.
Which, if the Church is what she claims to be, is quite enough proof. So the real question is not when some teaching appeared in the surviving writings, but whether the Church is what she claims. If she is then the question of the particular teaching is answered. If she isn’t then the matter of a particular teaching is irrelevant, for she is a false church.
As for a plausable explanation, a heresy would come about if the Chruch leadership refused to follow the guidance of the Holy Spirit. In fact, this is what the reformers accused the Chruch of doing. The reformers accused the Church of diverting away from true Catholicism.
And the example of the reformers discredits your “silent slip into heresy” theory. There were certainly plenty of people ready to speak out against what they thought was heresy in the 16th century, so why not in the 5th or 6th? Why didn’t a single bishop attack this “new” (according to your theory) belief? Heresy, like any idea, spreads out in ripples from its source, and at the edges of those ripples it will encounter resistance. It doesn’t engulf the entire population overnight.
Further, why didn’t the Church ever teach that Mary was a sinner? You complain because the teaching of Mary’s sinlessness wasn’t visible in the surviving written record soon enough. Well, were is the authoritative teaching that Mary was a sinner? Show me a council that declared this. Show me a pope who declared it. If there were a question about it, some saying yes and some saying no, then a council would have decided the matter - that’s what councils do! But no council ever declared that Mary was a sinner.
So, I am coming to the conclusion that in order to be Catholic, I just need to come to the realization that I either accept it and try to believe it or be damned. In order to do this, I will need to stop researching and asking questions and just blindly follow. For me, this is a frustrating predicament.
Maybe you’re just asking the wrong questions. Don’t ask peripheral questions, ask questions that will allow you to believe or disbelieve in the fundamental claims of the Church. Is she divinely guided and protected in teaching a preserving the faith, or isn’t she?