hi Mega,
You don’t seem to get it. I don’t believe your god exists (there’s no evidence that he does), but even if he did exist, it’s clear that he’s an immoral monster.
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Our God exists and the proof is in Creation. Nothing makes itself! Everything is “made”. There is an old saying that "If there wasn’t a God, humans would have to create one to explain creation!

I rather just give credit where it is due! God Bless, God! Even if He doesn’t exist in your mind!

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I’m “stuck” on this notion of a murdering god because I believe that morality is absolute and unchanging. It comes from the situation, not from a supernatural power. And murder/genocide is always wrong no matter what.
**God is not murderous. Humans are murderers this is no more apparent then when God is denied and countries turn from His word and follow their minds! Then they blame their evil on God.

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If your god says otherwise, if he has ever said that murder or genocide is okay for any reason whatsoever, then that god is a monster.
Our government says it is OK. Abortion is geneocide of the purest form. All people who don’t believe in God are eligible to partake in the slaying of our future!
I’m morally superior to such a god, and I would have no reason to worship or even respect him if he actually did exist.
**You are not morally superior to God. He isn’t subject to Human rules or limits and as such is amoral. Humans are moral or immoral. Depending on their Love. Love would be the only reason you should worship or respect anyone. Without Love there is only emptyness and dispare. God is Love, He sent His only Son to pay for your sins, even the one of denying Him!
God Bless**