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franny33
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But all I wanted to do was to lay prostrate in front of Him to honor Him. Maybe my fingertips would be within His Breath. Then I woke up. When I lifted my head, TEARS had covered down my face. I reached for a few kleenex to wipe my face. You see, I just received the Most Holy Eucharist at Mass. Music and singing went on till the end of the Mass. On my drive home I still relished in His Precense and thanked Him for the Visit.Dear River Rat who drinks the Living Water,
You only wrote of shorter episodes of your feelings. But you sound much like me. I remember having tears shortly after making my 1st Holy Communion. Throughout my life I hid them, because I didnt know what was happening. I didnt find out that I had the Gift of Tears till just a few years ago. Now I know its nothing to be ashamed of. The Holy Spirit has given you the Gift of Tears also. There is info on this site to learn more.
But I want to talk about you more. You are blessed with the KNOWLEDGE to know what is really happening on tha alter during the consecration. In that little sentence ------ during consecration ----- -being overwelmed with the knowledge of what is taking place!!! To know that the bread and wine is being changed into Jesus Body and Blood. And to watch this exchange, watch the preist’s faces, and to be part of this is remarkable. This is a Gift of the Holy Spirit.
Last of all, you said, being in His presecne and feeling unworthy.
I understand what you mean. Recently I had a dream about Jesus. He came to visit me. He sat down on a chair & I sat on a farther chair. He padded his knee a couple times {meaning come here} I came alittle closer.He padded his knee again, but I was frozen, I couldnt move any closer to HIM. As glorious as was the situation, I felt unworthy in His Presecne.
Sincerely, Franny
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