In hindsight (and reading my post you quoted), I didn’t mean to be disrespectful when I said “middle man”. Go-between isn’t much better so I’ll just stop.
I apologize if I offended anyone.
Marsha, I would like to have a look at the scriptures, and there’s not enough there to bring to mind a time when Paul was concerned about his own salvation. Was he double-minded at times? Yes, he was human. The things I want to do I don’t do, etc. I praise the Lord for Paul because I see myself in his failings. But he wasn’t double-minded in his teachings. Right now, I just keep thinking of "“I have fought the good fight, I have finished the race, I have kept the faith…” as Paul was looking forward to going to Heaven.
1 Corinthians 9:26-27 (Amplified Bible)
26Therefore I do not run uncertainly (without definite aim). I do not box like one beating the air and striking without an adversary.
27But [like a boxer] I buffet my body [handle it roughly, discipline it by hardships] and subdue it, for fear that after proclaiming to others the Gospel and things pertaining to it, I myself should become unfit [not stand the test, be unapproved and rejected as a counterfeit].
Gonna go read what abilities Jesus gave the disciples. Casting out devils, healing the blind and sick, forgiving sins? I don’t recall that. You would save me time if you have the scripture handy. Thanks!
John 20:22-23 RECEIVE THE HOLY SPIRIT. WHOSE SINS YOU FORGIVE ARE FORGIVEN THEM. WHO SINS YOU RETAIN ARE RETAINED.