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redbird444
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ruzz,About age 35 when I decided to figure this thing out called Christianity.
Went back to my parish and got bored of rituals and didn’t find Christ in my heart. Opened my bible and couldn’t figure out where these rituals came from. Learned about Christ and what He is about. Saw men in costumes telling me what to do. I didn’t see Christ acting like these men. The mass felt more like a ritual (stand up, sit down, kneel, walk up and take the wafer). It was so boring and lifeless. I wasn’t drawn to it at all. There was no happiness, only silence and somberness. Men of God didn’t act happy to be men of God.
Eventually (quite by accident) ended up in non-denom church. I didn’t know there were different kinds of churches, I though they were all the same. WOW! People were on fire for the Lord and actually walked the walk. They spoke of joy and what Christ had done in their lives.
The more I read scripture and the source of Catholic Traditions the more I ran away from that denomination. The more I read the NT, the more the RCC didn’t resemble what Christ and the Apostles were teaching. Infant baptism, Mary, Works, none of it made sense.
I found Christ in God’s Word not a building or a wafer. Sorry. That’s my story.
No, I didn’t have a bad experience with the RCC. It just didn’t lead me to seek Christ.
Don’t say your sorry for sharing your story. It is interesting for me, someone who is coming into the catholic church, reading the thoughts of someone who is leaving the catholic church.
Funny thing is, I had just the opposite reaction to churches where people were on “fire”. And I am not ridiculing those churches in any way. I had been invited to more denominational and non-denominational christian churches than you can shake a stick at.
And I just couldn’t relax in the atmosphere where the congregation and church service are at a fever pitch. I DO realize they are experiencing the holy ghost, or holy spirit, but it just made me feel uncomfortable.
Guess we are passing each other at the door!. Take good care and follow your heart.