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workingman
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I had a very slow day at work today. This gave me alot of time to contemplate things in this thread and pray on them. I came out of the gate from the start very anti Masonic. Then about half way through the thread I switch my angles. I got a lot of time today to pray and read on the stuff in this thread.
Now back to what I was saying about prayer and contemplation on this thread today. I felt I got struck with a rock in the head and heart. I do feel horible for defying Church teachings. It is not the thing a faithful Catholic should do. I have confessed this sin privatly and now am doing it publicly. I do this because of the guilt on my soul. Not that I have done anything wrong within the loge or society, but because of my defience to the Church. To those on this thread I have agravated jam070406,KyivAndrew, DallasTexas and others forgive me if I missed all names. I humbly ask for forgivness. I feel I need to conform to Church teachings on this one. They do have my souls wellbeing and salvation in mind. Once again I apologise to all who I have upset and agravated in this thread. I hope some dialog does continue here. I think there may be some things to still put to bed so to speak.
I prayerfuly and willfuly submit to the Church and its teachings on this topic. God bless all.
p.s. prayer is a powerful thing that can strike one with answers they do not want or expect when done.
- Masonry as far as individuals and philanthropy are considered are not evil. The works they do for society are not evil they in fact are quite good.
- The blue loge can come out as very Christian in nature especialy when there is a Holy Bible on the altar. This can make it seem like it belongs with Christianity. The oaths when taken and reflected apon the penalties can seem scary though they say they are symbolic.
3)The higher up once one is in the inner circle above a 32 degree from what I have read I do find troubling. I was never very active beyond the blue loge though I had been to the 4-32 degree temples here and there.
Now back to what I was saying about prayer and contemplation on this thread today. I felt I got struck with a rock in the head and heart. I do feel horible for defying Church teachings. It is not the thing a faithful Catholic should do. I have confessed this sin privatly and now am doing it publicly. I do this because of the guilt on my soul. Not that I have done anything wrong within the loge or society, but because of my defience to the Church. To those on this thread I have agravated jam070406,KyivAndrew, DallasTexas and others forgive me if I missed all names. I humbly ask for forgivness. I feel I need to conform to Church teachings on this one. They do have my souls wellbeing and salvation in mind. Once again I apologise to all who I have upset and agravated in this thread. I hope some dialog does continue here. I think there may be some things to still put to bed so to speak.
I prayerfuly and willfuly submit to the Church and its teachings on this topic. God bless all.
p.s. prayer is a powerful thing that can strike one with answers they do not want or expect when done.