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deafjazzy
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I need to break this feeling and fear from other Catholic followers. I keep it to myself except to my family about my experience with God in my whole life. every time I wanted to share and I get slammed from others telling me it is not from God but the work of the devil. I came to accept that this is my spiritual journey between our Father and me, not anyone else. I love His work among us and all those saints I prayed came to me with their help and messages. For instance when I say a rosary Blessed Mother came to me through my visions many time. Jesus took me to many places, low to high to left to right. He said to me, I am a student ( since He knows my heart and who I am, I listen to no one except Him) When I go to mass, i peek and see who was with us and I see angels there. I remember one of them told me to be quiet and not to look at them. So I stop but I still get those mystic experiences everyday. More when I pray less when I do not pray. My mother became catholic when she married my dad because this church goes so deep into spiritual things that she shared them with me. I am so blessed with her for teach me how to find God within Church in my own way. I knew God when I was a child and I was homesick for Him but now I know He is with me constantly.
Now i got my chest off and pray no one will come and tell me that is wrong. I have to walk this alone and share God with so few because of what happened I was spiritually abused by someone who tell me I am speaking of evil against God. It kills me inside. All I want is to find a peace among us catholic followers and others. God did called me to go home with Him one night because I made a terrible mistake when i decided became a vegetarian and I was agnostic then. I was shocked and took me long road back to this day and finally I learn to accept that was His will that He works with me to help me to heal within me. I weeped last night for lost souls who does not get this beautiful spirituality relationship with our Father in Heaven. Peace to you when you read this. Remember this is my adversity. God bless you all.
Now i got my chest off and pray no one will come and tell me that is wrong. I have to walk this alone and share God with so few because of what happened I was spiritually abused by someone who tell me I am speaking of evil against God. It kills me inside. All I want is to find a peace among us catholic followers and others. God did called me to go home with Him one night because I made a terrible mistake when i decided became a vegetarian and I was agnostic then. I was shocked and took me long road back to this day and finally I learn to accept that was His will that He works with me to help me to heal within me. I weeped last night for lost souls who does not get this beautiful spirituality relationship with our Father in Heaven. Peace to you when you read this. Remember this is my adversity. God bless you all.