My quest is to understand my self, creation and Self (God) **without accepting any faith **since I believe that our journey toward God, understanding self and creation is never paradox/anomaly free, hence we have to be open with new ideas, discuss them openly and accept them as temporary substrate to see and look farther.
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I continue my quest by reading, thinking, discussing.
*I unfortunately don’t believe on praying. *
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I have several problem with Christian God, *
Thank you very much for the link, I read it but I unfortunately had problem with the first line, “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth” and “holy trinity”. I didn’t read all the document to very detail.
Dearest Bahman, I respect your ideas as your ideas (even though you and I have different ideas on faith, on God, on prayer, etc.)
Let me challenge you a bit on your own quest.
Your quest, you write, “is to understand my self, creation and Self (God)”
At the same time you imply this self-imposed element of limitation,“without accepting any faith”. Whereas, you come to a forum of faith in your quest.
You justify your self-imposed element of limitation with “I believe that our journey toward God, understanding self and creation is never paradox/anomaly free” while at the same time your own paradox/ conflict has been created. That of a quest to “understand self, creation and Self (God)”, with the intention “without accepting any faith”. Further expressed as conflicting with "unfortunately had problem with the first line, " you have already closed your own desire of being open to new ideas.
You state, “I continue my quest by reading,thinking, discussing.” Yet, when I offered you two readings from the Catechism of the Catholic Church, you write “I didn’t read all the document to very detail.”
Do you see your conflict in saying you “continue my quest by reading”, yet chose not to read the Church teaching?
I offered you the writings of the Church, the teaching through the Catechism of the Catholic Church - because it is expressed much better than my own writing - its straight from the Source - not my expression of the teaching.
Yet in your words, you “unfortunately had problem with the first line.” Do you see your own conflict within your own quest “to continue your quest to understand my self, creation, and Self (God)” “by reading”, to “have to be open with new ideas”?
Please note within your own writing your choice of words:
"I read it but I unfortunately had problem with the first line, “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth” and “holy trinity”.
I unfortunately don’t believe on praying."
There is a reason you continue to refer to your ideas as being unfortunate. Dwell on why you write “unfortunately.”
If you are looking for understanding self, creation, and Self (God), and you search out a part of your quest from Catholics and you already do not accept the Theology of God, of prayer, of “In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth” and the “Holy Trinity”… where can your quest go while walking through this section called Catholic Theology?
If you picture your quest as a literal walk down a path ending with “understanding self, creation, and God”, and you see a trail marked Catholic Theology or a trail marked Christian Theology - and those trails begin with God whom you have “problems with Christian God” - and you choose not to be open to the problems with this God - you can not mindfully take that path. You have closed the possibilities of taking that path. Even if you walk that path (in this case the path marked Catholic Answers Forums), you are not open to anything in the path, therefore, you are not mindful of anything present.
If your true quest is to understand self, creation, and Self (God), you need to remove some of your self-imposed limitation. You need to reflect what being open truly means.
Why do you search in your quest for God in the place of the Christian God if you are not open to the Christian God? The Christian God “lives” within the basis for the entire Christian teaching.
May the Christian God - the only God - free you to walk your true quest. May you find True Peace.
(I do not offer you that prayer to insult you - but the only way I can offer you a prayer is through the Christian God. I do not offer prayer for you to offend your disbelief in prayer, but because prayer is my highest gift I can offer you.)