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SevenSpirits
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How do you guys grapple with what seems to be a fairly broad consensus regarding the historical record and what it reveals about how the concept of the Abrahamic God evolved?
I am trying to get back into Christianity and am looking at Catholicism specifically, but I just can’t make myself really believe it. Not because of the arguments of philosophers or of scientists, or because I feel “religion” has had a negative impact on the world, but because of history.
I can feel as if Catholicism is true (I’ve had deeply spiritual experiences that have really left me wondering); think it might be good for society if more people adopted it, even. But I can’t make myself actually say, “YES, I feel as if the things it claims really happened.” No matter how moving I think the mass is or how much Christian ideas resonate with me, I feel I couldn’t practice in good conscience if I didn’t think it was…well, true.
And the reason, for me, is historical. From what I understand the roots of YHWH are those of a storm and war god that was incorporated into the Caananite pantheon. The concept of God has changed over time. What good reason do we have to insist that our current understanding, as articulated by the creeds of Christian faiths, is the correct one?
Now, I think that many of the great Catholic theologians have put forward some pretty interesting arguments for God; I have even found some of them convincing. I am a big admirer of St. Thomas Aquinas for instance. What always leads me back to doubt is the historical facts. It just seems so much simpler just to conclude that Catholicism, as well as the other Abrahamic religions (and, most likely, all religions of the world) are nothing more than products of their societies that were pragmatically useful to have around at the time, but can’t be believed in by many people anymore. Much as we are sorely lacking adequate replacements for them (this is the part where I tend to disagree with most atheists).
Regarding the historical record specifically here, how do you address it? I ask as a skeptic who wants to believe.
I am trying to get back into Christianity and am looking at Catholicism specifically, but I just can’t make myself really believe it. Not because of the arguments of philosophers or of scientists, or because I feel “religion” has had a negative impact on the world, but because of history.
I can feel as if Catholicism is true (I’ve had deeply spiritual experiences that have really left me wondering); think it might be good for society if more people adopted it, even. But I can’t make myself actually say, “YES, I feel as if the things it claims really happened.” No matter how moving I think the mass is or how much Christian ideas resonate with me, I feel I couldn’t practice in good conscience if I didn’t think it was…well, true.
And the reason, for me, is historical. From what I understand the roots of YHWH are those of a storm and war god that was incorporated into the Caananite pantheon. The concept of God has changed over time. What good reason do we have to insist that our current understanding, as articulated by the creeds of Christian faiths, is the correct one?
Now, I think that many of the great Catholic theologians have put forward some pretty interesting arguments for God; I have even found some of them convincing. I am a big admirer of St. Thomas Aquinas for instance. What always leads me back to doubt is the historical facts. It just seems so much simpler just to conclude that Catholicism, as well as the other Abrahamic religions (and, most likely, all religions of the world) are nothing more than products of their societies that were pragmatically useful to have around at the time, but can’t be believed in by many people anymore. Much as we are sorely lacking adequate replacements for them (this is the part where I tend to disagree with most atheists).
Regarding the historical record specifically here, how do you address it? I ask as a skeptic who wants to believe.
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